September 2009 Archives
In What Planet is this News?By on September 30, 2009 11:58 AM | 2 Comments

Thanks for keeping me updated, CNN. Jesus H. Christ.
Kylie Tour Sneak Peak!By on September 29, 2009 8:13 PM | No Comments
I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!
I get to see the legendary performer in Toronto next month on October 9th -- basically, in a week and half!!!!!! OMG!
Britney's New Single (For Realz This Time)By on September 29, 2009 11:07 AM | No Comments
After last time's blog-fail, I promise that this is the real deal:
I'm in the School of Public Health lobby now, so can't give it the listen it properly deserves. But sounds catchy!
Copy Machine FailBy on September 29, 2009 11:04 AM | No Comments
I got a chuckle out of seeing my professor's hand repeatedly copied into the readings for today's class. I couldn't help but share!

By on September 29, 2009 6:41 AM | No Comments
SIX! That should make anyone looking for a job to day tremble just a little bit. That number has SOARED in recent years as the economy has continued to spiral. The NYTimes published this data (originally pointed out by the Economic Policy Institute two and a half weeks ago) this past weekend (click to embiggen):
To put that in perspective, in December of 2007 that ratio was 1.7, and in December of 2000 it was about a 1:1 ratio.
Via DailyKos
The Sexist: Common Defenses of Polanski Arrest, RefutedBy on September 29, 2009 6:05 AM | 1 Comment
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Roman Polanski was arrested for a rape of a 13 year-old girl committed in the 1970s. I think this has many of us "sex radicals" feeling a bit conflicted. We don't want to defend rape. But we certainly aren't ready to join the lynch mob, as the mob generally gets it wrong when it comes to sex. "The Sexist" blogger Amanda Hess has some helpful point/counter-points regarding the various arguments being made in defense of Polanski, and her version of why these arguments are invalid. I agree with almost all of them. Most helpful here:
"But 13 is old enough to consent to sex"Let's assume that, like Joan Shore and others have suggested, age 13 is old enough to consent to sex, and Polanski is merely a victim of the Puritanical sex laws of the U.S.A. If that's true, then surely 13 would be old enough to say no to sex, right? Because here's what Geimer said happened at the one-on-one Vogue shoots:
According to Geimer in a 2003 interview, "Everything was going fine; then he asked me to change, well, in front of him." She added, "It didn't feel right, and I didn't want to go back to the second shoot."Geimer later agreed to a second session, which took place on March 10, 1977 at the Mulholland area home of actor Jack Nicholson in Los Angeles. "We did photos with me drinking champagne," Geimer says. "Toward the end it got a little scary, and I realized he had other intentions and I knew I was not where I should be. I just didn't quite know how to get myself out of there." She recalled in a 2003 interview that she began to feel uncomfortable after he asked her to lie down on a bed, and how she attempted to resist. "I said, 'No, no. I don't want to go in there. No, I don't want to do this. No!", and then I didn't know what else to do," she stated.
That's rape, whether you are 13 years old or 14 or 16 or 44 or 76.
Indeed.
Coming Out is So Gay!By on September 29, 2009 5:59 AM | No Comments
A cute bit via CurrentTV on the variety of television-methods for coming out:
Via Feministing
The Death of Newspapers... In Pretty PicturesBy on September 29, 2009 5:48 AM | 1 Comment
It's all very lovely. Except for, you know, the fact that it evidences how severely injured newspaper publishes are today (click to embiggen):
Ouch! We're still waiting for newspapers to adapt to the online world. NYT tried a pay-for-content system, then reneged after readers balked. A few months ago, rumors began to surface that they were reconsidering -- yet again. Would you pay for news online?
The Drama of Monopoly... On the Big Screen!By on September 29, 2009 5:35 AM | No Comments
Reacting the news that Battleship, Monopoly, AND Candy Land have all been slated to be turned into major motion pictures (seriously guys, Candy Land?), Andrew Sullivan dug up this gem of a farce from College Humor from 2007 RE: Minesweeper, The Movie! I can't embed it, but it's definitely worth a view!
Million Dollar BillBy on September 27, 2009 5:37 PM | 1 Comment
As usual, the gays are on *top* of their Whitney Houston.
Thanks to Aaron for the link.
By on September 26, 2009 8:07 PM | No Comments
Well color me proud! My friend, mentor / idol and Trevorade contributor Tony Valenzuela has been named the new Interim Executive Director of the Lambda Literary Foundation -- the organization behind the prestigious Lambda Literary Awards. I am just tickled pink at the news! Tony's so incredibly smart and talented -- I know he'll do great things at LLF. Here's a blurb from the press release:
"Tony brings to us a remarkable background in the worlds of LGBT literature and nonprofit organizations along with a history of activism," comments Katherine Forrest. "Along with this he has considerable experience in management strategic planning, fundraising, budget administration, marketing and promotional work, and events planning. We're very fortunate to have someone like Tony on board to work with Charles Flowers in ensuring a smooth transition to the next era of LLF."Tony Valenzuela was born in Los Angeles and raised both in Guadalajara, Mexico and Southern California. A graduate of the MFA in Creative Writing program of the California Institute of the Arts, Valenzuela is a longtime community activist and writer whose work has focused on LGBT civil rights, sexual liberation and gay men's health. For the past six years he worked as the Manager of Research and Administration at GLASS (Gay & Lesbian Adolescent Social Services) in what was the largest and oldest LGBT child welfare organization in the country serving abused and neglected LGBT youth. It was during this time that he first became involved with the Lambda Literary Foundation sitting on the Lambda Literary Awards host committee, then co-producing the awards ceremony "In Memoriam" videos for 2007 and 2008.
CONGRATS TONY!!!!!!!
Glenn Beck Boils Frogs On TVBy on September 26, 2009 3:43 PM | No Comments
Pretty effing ridiculous:
"Okay... uh... forget about the frogs." LOL! Oh Glenn Beck. You just make it so easy.
Thanks to Erik for the link!
When Spiders Take Drugs...By on September 26, 2009 1:13 PM | No Comments
Thanks to Brian for sharing this amusing short:
New Fame Flick, Sans GaysBy on September 25, 2009 3:11 PM | No Comments
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Remember how the old Fame movie dealt so explicitly and compellingly with homosexuality? Well, apparently, it's feasible to make a new take on the old classic while applying a bit of white-out to those parts that made the original so fabulous. AfterElton has this to say in their review:
Yesterday, AfterElton.com broke the story of how one of the characters, Kevin, was originally written as gay, but then the scene that established him as gay was cut, because the director felt it was too "campy" and inauthentic. The director told us he thought it was still "clearly obvious" that the character was gay anyway.[snip]
Worse, very early on in the movie, there's a sequence with a very effeminate kid - one of the talentless wannabees that auditions for the school - that's played for laughs, and his queeniness is part of the joke.
The point is I taught at a high school for the performing arts a few years back (I'd like to think I was a cross between Lydia Grant and Mr. Shorofsky, but I suspect I was probably more like Mr. Vernon in The Breakfast Club).
Anyway, the idea that a story set at a school for the arts would have no visible gay presence among the students or faculty is outrageous.
If you missed it, here's what was said yesterday in an interview with the actor (Paul McGill) who plays the character (Kevin), who was allegeldy originally slated to be gay:
Was the character gay when he auditioned for the part? "Originally, he was," said McGill, who explained that the character also started out as "campy" and "superficial" but evolved in rewrites so he now has "... the darkest moments in the movie. The most ...emotional scenes in the movie."
Listen, fuckhead: Just because you don't know how to give authenticity or depth to a sissy doesn't mean that it can't be done. It just means you're a crap actor in a crap film.
How We Read Each Other's MindsBy on September 25, 2009 3:06 PM | 2 Comments
Another very interesting TED talk from a neuroscientist who cites literature and philosophy whilst explaining her research on how we morally understand and assess other people's judgments:
MI: OK to Bar HIV-Poz Inmates From Serving Food in the CafeteriaBy on September 25, 2009 2:17 PM | No Comments
Just shameful - and proving that Byzantine notions of HIV transmission are still alive and well in the good old United States:
A policy that bars HIV-positive inmates in Michigan prisons from working in food service jobs does not violate state law, according to the Michigan Department of Civil Rights. But though the policy may be legal, one leader in the Michigan Department of Corrections says he wants to change it.The policy came under scrutiny in April when Michigan Messenger reported Michigan Department of Corrections official Russ Marlan stating the policy was in place to prevent the spread of the infection.
"A prison holds about 1,000, 1,200 people and as those 1,000 prisoners go through for breakfast, lunch and dinner, prisoners are scooping that food onto their trays," Marlan, who serves as MDOC's assistant director, said at the time. "So if a prisoner was HIV-positive and sneezed onto a food item and then a prisoner ate that food item and that prisoner had a lesion in their mouth they could contract the disease."
Another MDOC official, spokesman John Cordell, gave another explanation at the time, saying that life in prison runs on very different rules and it would be possible that a prisoner might feel an HIV-positive prisoner who was preparing and serving food was intentionally attempting to infect him. That, Cordell said, could lead the uninfected prisoner to attack the HIV-positive prisoner in "the big yard on Tuesday."
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In fact, MDOC policy does allow people with Hepatitis B and C to work in food service but under certain conditions. They are allowed to work as long as they don't have open cuts or sores, a runny nose or other obvious problems. Both viral infections which attack the liver have had infections linked to close contact, such as food service, by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention in Atlanta. HIV is only spread via exchange of bodily fluids.
Who, again, said we don't need better education about HIV?
Scary bike crash!By on September 25, 2009 11:09 AM | 1 Comment
I got in a terribly scary bike crash yesterday morning. I was biking down the sidewalk, and a car pulled into a garage without seeing me. I slammed on my brakes just in time to go careening over the handlebars into the purple Grand Am. Here's a picture of my eyebrow at the emergency room:

"My eyebrow may be broken, but my MacBook is not."
Having spent all day at the hospital, I have, as you can imagine, lots of stories to tell. Most of them are not funny. But some of them are. Here are the some of the funniest things that happened:
1) Lying prostrate on the sidewalk after the accident, surrounded by ten passersby, I decided the most important thing for me to do was to pull out the iPhone, call my professor, and tell her I wouldn't, after all, be able to make it to office hours that day.
2) Ambulances are required to take their charges to the closest hospital. In my case, this was the Thomas Jefferson University Hospital near my apartment. After the paramedics dropped me off, I made up my mind that I didn't like the looks of this hospital. The waiting room was a bit full, and the surly employee at the registration desk instructed me to step aside until he called my name. I got all huffy and thought to myself, "Oh, hell no." So, with bloodied face and (I later discovered) fractured humerus, I walked out of the hospital and took a cab to the Penn ER. The poor driver kept giving me a look as if to say, "Don't bleed on my leather. Or die in my cab."
3) The ER was pretty full, so I spent the day in "Room 6A," which was in fact a collapsible bed lying hapahazardly in the middle of the hallway. This made it difficult for me to furtively steal bites from the chocolate chip cookie my matron saint and cohort member Bridget brought me (My doctor imposed this bullshit eating ban in case I needed a breathing tube. I was hungry!). But, I got to hear all the good nurse talk. This included a half-hour conversation trying to answer the question, "Where *is* Brokeback Mountain?" (It's in Wyoming.) And apparently, all the doctors in ortho are, like, really cliquey.
I have learned a valuable lesson from this experience: not to leave my bike helmet at the Grad Student Center. Or, really, not to bike at all in this crazy city. I have also decided, until I heal, I'm eating bacon. Life is too short. Rafael's bringing some over in a few minutes.
The End of Condoms? Not so much.By on September 25, 2009 10:21 AM | 5 Comments | 1 TrackBack
It's Friday night, the rain has eased, I've just got back from an enjoyable session at a sauna (that's Aussie for bathhouse) and cracked the top off a Beez Neez -- a Western Australian malt beer brewed with honey. It's been a rough week but right now, life is pretty good.
And then I notice an article about PrEP in The Daily Beast. Danger, Will Robinson, mainstream media coverage of HIV prevention! And sure enough, it's a shocker.
Continue reading The End of Condoms? Not so much.. GLEE Tackles Beyonce -- On the Football FieldBy on September 24, 2009 11:26 AM | No Comments
And the result is nothing short of amazing:
I Facebook-status'ed the question last night, worth repeating here: Is GLEE evidence that modern conceptions of masculinity are overcoming what have historically been deep-seated fears of sissies? Some folks responded that straight men don't watch -- but I saw several straight male friends of mine celebrate their love for the show in their Facebook statuses. Granted, their in my Facebook network -- but still. Something's going on here.
BREAKING: Thai HIV Vaccine Trial Shows (30%) Preventative EffectBy on September 24, 2009 7:39 AM | No Comments | 1 TrackBack
And scientists are completely baffled:
A new AIDS vaccine tested on more than 16,000 volunteers in Thailand has protected a significant minority against infection, the first time any vaccine against the disease has even partly succeeded in a clinical trial.Scientists said they were delighted but puzzled by the result. The vaccine -- a combination of two genetically engineered vaccines, neither of which had worked before in humans -- protected too few people to be declared an unqualified success. And the researchers do not know why it worked.
"I don't want to use a word like 'breakthrough,' but I don't think there's any doubt that this is a very important result," said Dr. Anthony S. Fauci, director of the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases, which is one of the trial's backers.
"For more than 20 years now, vaccine trials have essentially been failures," he went on. "Now it's like we were groping down an unlit path, and a door has been opened. We can start asking some very important questions."
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Col. Jerome H. Kim, a physician who is manager of the army's H.I.V. vaccine program, said half the 16,402 volunteers were given six doses of two vaccines in 2006 and half were given placebos. They then got regular tests for the AIDS virus for three years. Of those who got placebos, 74 became infected, while only 51 of those who got the vaccines did.
Although the difference was small, Dr. Kim said it was statistically significant and meant the vaccine was 31.2 percent effective.
So what we're looking at here is a 30% effectiveness rate. How bizarre. Adding confusion is the fact that those who did become infected with the vaccine did not have lower viral loads than those who became infected with the placebo, something that is generally expected with vaccine trials:
The most confusing aspect of the trial, Dr. Kim said, was that everyone who did become infected developed roughly the same amount of virus in their blood whether they got the vaccine or a placebo.Normally, any vaccine that gives only partial protection -- a mismatched flu shot, for example -- at least lowers the viral load.
That suggests that RV 144 does not produce neutralizing antibodies, as most vaccines do, Dr. Fauci said. Antibodies are long Y-shaped proteins formed by the body that clump onto invading viruses, blocking the surface spikes with which they attach to cells and flagging them for destruction.
Instead, he theorized, it might produce "binding antibodies," which latch onto and empower effector cells, a type of white blood cell attacking the virus.
Obviously, this trial is not the Holy Grail. But it is indeed interesting and compelling new data that will have an obvious effect on future trials. Combining two failed vaccine candidates was a HIGHLY controversial idea, but it appears to have paid off -- at least in some small fashion.
By on September 24, 2009 12:28 AM | No Comments

See what happens when you don't pay attention? I noticed a few days ago that entry #1000 was fast approaching. Well, today I posted it without realizing it. So instead I'll celebrate this here blog's one thousand and third entry! Wow! What started off as an idle experiment over four years ago has really begun to take shape this year into something I'm so incredibly proud of -- so thank you for coming along for that journey.
We're up to about 2000 solid weekly readers, and fast approaching 10,000 monthly. I'm always astounded at those numbers. It's really, truly flattering. Tell your friends! And keep posting those amazing comments!
A big HUG and THANKS to everyone who keeps coming back for more Trevorade :) And of course -- a really big thanks to all my fellow writers here who keep posting such delicious / insanely smart stuff!
Tomorrow: UC Faculty WalkoutBy on September 23, 2009 11:59 PM | No Comments
Over 1200 faculty have signed on. From the website:
Under the cover of the summer months, UC administration has pushed through a program of tuition hikes, enrollment cuts, layoffs, furloughs, and increased class sizes that harms students and jeopardizes the livelihoods of the most vulnerable university employees. These decisions fundamentally compromise the mission of the University of California. They are complicit with the privatization of public education, and they have been made in a manner that flouts the principle of shared governance at the core of the UC faculty's capacity to guide the future of the University in accordance with its mission.On September 24, in solidarity with UC staff and students, faculty throughout the University of California system will walk out in defense of public education.
Good luck out there in Berkeley. It's times like these that make me glad to be unionized in Michigan.
By on September 23, 2009 10:17 PM | 1 Comment
J/k - as Josh pointed out, this is an old song. Sigh. Damn Youtube!
Sadly, its a total bore:
Blah. It's slated to be shipped with her 10th Anniversary box set. But where's all that slutty pop energy that made Circus such a hit?
Mika "Comes Out" as BisexualBy on September 23, 2009 2:40 PM | No Comments

Like there was any question:
"I've never ever labeled myself. But having said that; I've never limited my life, I've never limited who I sleep with. So, whatever. (...) Call me whatever you want. Call me bisexual, if you need a term for me. ... "There are ways of being a role model without having to always having to establish yourself with a label. Let's say if you're a 16-year-old guy, and you're not sure about your sexuality, you should be as free as you want."Having a role model who makes you feel like it's alright to do whatever you want, without the pressure of a label, I think that's a good thing as well. I think there's a million different ways to do it, there isn't only one. And I hope I'm right."
Via Bilerco.
Help Protect Insurance Companies TodayBy on September 23, 2009 2:31 PM | No Comments
Amazing.
Advocate: Change Coming to HIV Immigration Ban...By on September 23, 2009 2:23 PM | No Comments
We've heard it a few thousand times before, but The Advocate is reporting that US Customs has issued a memo directing offers to hold any decisions on green card applications "based solely on HIV status":
The U.S. Customs and Immigration Service has issued a memo directing its officers to put a hold on any decisions on green card applications that are based solely on HIV status, pending a rule change to eliminate the HIV restriction that Health and Human Services is scheduled to issue later this year.Under current regulations, non-U.S. citizens who are HIV-positive cannot travel to the United States unless they are granted a waiver, and immigrants are denied entry to the United States if they are HIV-positive. The CIS memo's intent is to halt any green card denials that are based on HIV status in anticipation that the policy change proposed earlier this year by HHS will soon be ushered through to completion.
This ban has terrorized HIV positive people for FAR too long. It has stymied AIDS research. And its about goddamn time.
NYT: "Coming Out in Middle School"By on September 23, 2009 2:07 PM | No Comments
As someone who did actually start coming out in middle school, I appreciated the NYTimes' feature on kids today who are doing so -- en masse. Here's a taste:
When I asked Gillean if he ever expected kids as young as Nick and Austin to show up at Openarms, he chuckled and shook his head. Like many adult gay men who came out in college or later, Gillean couldn't imagine openly gay middle-school students. "But here they are," he said, looking out over the crowd. "More and more of them every week."Breaking News: Gay Scientists Isolate Christian GeneI heard similar accounts from those who work with gay youth all across the country. Though most adolescents who come out do so in high school, sex researchers and counselors say that middle-school students are increasingly coming out to friends or family or to an adult in school. Just how they're faring in a world that wasn't expecting them -- and that isn't so sure a 12-year-old can know if he's gay -- is a complicated question that defies simple geographical explanations. Though gay kids in the South and in rural areas tend to have a harder time than those on the coasts, I met gay youth who were doing well in socially conservative areas like Tulsa and others in progressive cities who were afraid to come out.
By on September 23, 2009 9:01 AM | No Comments
Always good to start the day with a good laugh!
Woman/girl love commotion in LondonBy on September 22, 2009 6:39 PM | No Comments
Helen Goddard, a public school teacher in London, was sentenced yesterday to 15 months in jail for having a relationship with a 15-year-old female student. Goddard, once a prodigy trumpet player who performed at the opening ceremony of the Sydney Olympics in 2000, will be banned from teaching children and obligated to register as a sex offender upon her release.
The consequences for being placed on a sex offender registry can be unduly harsh. For example, in some localities in the United Kingdom, the lists of sex offenders are made available to the general public, marking the accused as deviant or hazardous. This is particularly troubling in cases of apparently consenual intergenerational relationships.
Read more about the Goddard case here.
AVAC: Anticipating the Results of ALVAC / AIDSVAX Vaccine TrialBy on September 22, 2009 10:36 AM | No Comments
The AIDS Vaccine Advocacy Coalition has published a report with information regarding the forthcoming results from a controversial Thai HIV Vaccine trial. The trial is a Phase III trial which means it tests effectiveness and safety (for more info on this go here), and the largest of its kind ever. The hugely expensive trial triggered divisive debate in the scientific community, because it involved two vaccine candidates that had minimal / no results in previous trials. Here's the basic 411 on the report's info:
In September 2009 results will be released from an AIDS vaccine phase III trial in Thailand. This test-of-concept trial is the largest AIDS vaccine trial ever conducted. The study, known as RV 144, began in 2003 and enrolled more than 16,000 HIV-negative Thai men and women between the ages of 18 and 30.[snip]
In late September, the first announcement of data will focus on the general findings: whether there was any evidence of vaccine impact on HIV infection and/or viral load. More detailed information on the findings will be released at the annual AIDS Vaccine Conference in Paris (October 19-22). Regardless of the content of these two announcements, in-depth analysis of the findings will continue well beyond October.
As the report notes, there may be several outcomes here:
Any clinical trial may show no effect, but if there is a positive result, it will be one or both of the following:1) The vaccine strategy reduces risk of HIV infection;
2) The vaccine strategy reduces viral load in participants who receive the experimental vaccine regimen and go on to become infected.Even a modest indication of either of these benefits will be exciting news for the field. It would be the first time that an AIDS vaccine shows an impact on either risk of infection or viral load.
The report is available in English (PDF) and Thai (PDF).
Required Reading: Pleasure Consuming Medicine: The Queer Politics of DrugsBy on September 22, 2009 10:24 AM | 1 Comment

I finally placed my order for the highly anticipated first book from Australian cultural studies extraordinaire, Kane Race. If you have any investment in Public Health, HIV/AIDS, drug use, and conceptions of biomedical power, you must read this book. Very interesting use of the notion of counterpublics here, with Kane's "counterpublic health." Here's the book's description:
On a summer night in 2007, the Azure Party, part of Sydney's annual gay and lesbian Mardi Gras, is underway. Alongside the outfits, drugs, lights, and DJs is a volunteer care team trained to deal with the drug-related emergencies that occasionally occur. But when police appear at the gates with drug-detecting dogs, mild panic ensues. Some patrons down all their drugs, heightening their risk of overdose. Others try their luck at the gates. After 26 attendees are arrested with small quantities of illicit substances, the party is shut down and the remaining partygoers dispersed into the city streets. For Kane Race, the Azure Party drug search is emblematic of a broader technology of power that converges on embodiment, consumption, and pleasure in the name of health. In Pleasure Consuming Medicine, he illuminates the symbolic role that the illicit drug user fulfils for the neoliberal state. As he demonstrates, the state's performance of moral sovereignty around substances designated "illicit" bears little relation to the actual dangers of drug consumption; in fact, it exacerbates those dangers.Race does not suggest that the use of drugs is risk-free, good, or bad, but rather that the regulation of drugs has become a site where ideological lessons about the propriety of consumption are propounded. He argues that official discourses about drug-use conjure a space where the neoliberal state can be seen to be policing the "excesses" of the amoral market. He explores this normative investment in drug regimes and some "counterpublic" health measures that have emerged in response. These measures, which Race finds in certain pragmatic gay men's health and HIV prevention practices, are not cloaked in moralistic language, and they do not cast health as antithetical to pleasure.
Kane's prose is sometimes a bit dense, but it's often truly revelatory. Here's what my professor and mentor David Halperin has to say:
"Kane Race's Pleasure Consuming Medicine supplies what we have missed for so long: a radical but responsible exploration of both the ethics and the politics of pleasure. Exhilarating in its daring and its intelligence, startling in its originality yet completely sensible in its interpretations, the book unerringly describes the paradoxical world where we now live out the cruelties and ecstasies of human embodiment."--David M. Halperin, author of Saint Foucault and What Do Gay Men Want?
In short, what are you waiting for? Order a copy!
Why Do I Keep Running from the Ta-Ruuuuth?By on September 19, 2009 5:36 PM | 2 Comments
Perez Hilton is blogging about his beautiful performance at the ALMAs last night, but I can't get this song by American Idol Season 7 runner-up David Archuleta out of my head:
Just listen to the way he says "truth"! What a 'mo! Such a cutie. And the song's pretty poptastic! Thanks to my BFF Justin for implanting it into my brain.
A Handful of Lines by Geoff Mains...By on September 18, 2009 10:22 PM | No Comments
As a complement to the "View from the Bottom", here is an extract of "The view from a sling". I was just reading this article by Geoff Mains and I found it so beautiful that I thought I'd share some lines of it with you. In this passage, Geoff is in a sex club, lying in a sling and being fisted by a man. Two other men are standing at the door and watching at them.
"My top is hardly moving now, his forearm, his clenched fist vibrating slowly inside me, my body responding in waves. With his other hand he slowly swirls Crisco about his wrist, back and forth and about the edges of my hole, probing in between the hole and the arm with his fingers. The poppers are taking full effect now, and I whirl in ecstasy. He stops all movement, except for his forefinger, tickling deep inside. We laugh. I mouth him a kiss. He does the same."
A San Franciscan leatherman, Geoff Mains was born in 1947. This text is an extract of a wonderful article entitled "The View from a Sling" (printed in M. Thompson's Leatherfolk). He was also the author of a 1984 study of the leather subculture, Urban Aboriginals. Leatherfolk has a picture of him that shows a gorgeous smiling bearded sweet man. Thompson writes about him: "By exploring the totality of himself, Geoff Mains gave permission for others to do the same." He died in 1989.
"No, I have no regrets. I will die from this disease that I may have caught in a place like the Slot. It will consume me. Unfortunate, maybe. But I have no regrets. I loved my world."













