September 2009 Archives

In What Planet is this News?
By Trevor on September 30, 2009 11:58 AM | 2 Comments

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Thanks for keeping me updated, CNN. Jesus H. Christ.

Kylie Tour Sneak Peak!
By Trevor on September 29, 2009 8:13 PM | No Comments

I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!

I get to see the legendary performer in Toronto next month on October 9th -- basically, in a week and half!!!!!! OMG!

Britney's New Single (For Realz This Time)
By Trevor on September 29, 2009 11:07 AM | No Comments

After last time's blog-fail, I promise that this is the real deal:

I'm in the School of Public Health lobby now, so can't give it the listen it properly deserves. But sounds catchy!

Copy Machine Fail
By Trevor on September 29, 2009 11:04 AM | No Comments

I got a chuckle out of seeing my professor's hand repeatedly copied into the readings for today's class. I couldn't help but share!

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Ratio of Job-Seekers to Available Jobs: 6.0
By Trevor on September 29, 2009 6:41 AM | No Comments

SIX! That should make anyone looking for a job to day tremble just a little bit. That number has SOARED in recent years as the economy has continued to spiral. The NYTimes published this data (originally pointed out by the Economic Policy Institute two and a half weeks ago) this past weekend (click to embiggen):

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To put that in perspective, in December of 2007 that ratio was 1.7, and in December of 2000 it was about a 1:1 ratio.

Via DailyKos

The Sexist: Common Defenses of Polanski Arrest, Refuted
By Trevor on September 29, 2009 6:05 AM | 1 Comment

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Roman Polanski was arrested for a rape of a 13 year-old girl committed in the 1970s. I think this has many of us "sex radicals" feeling a bit conflicted. We don't want to defend rape. But we certainly aren't ready to join the lynch mob, as the mob generally gets it wrong when it comes to sex. "The Sexist" blogger Amanda Hess has some helpful point/counter-points regarding the various arguments being made in defense of Polanski, and her version of why these arguments are invalid. I agree with almost all of them. Most helpful here:

"But 13 is old enough to consent to sex"

Let's assume that, like Joan Shore and others have suggested, age 13 is old enough to consent to sex, and Polanski is merely a victim of the Puritanical sex laws of the U.S.A. If that's true, then surely 13 would be old enough to say no to sex, right? Because here's what Geimer said happened at the one-on-one Vogue shoots:

According to Geimer in a 2003 interview, "Everything was going fine; then he asked me to change, well, in front of him." She added, "It didn't feel right, and I didn't want to go back to the second shoot."

Geimer later agreed to a second session, which took place on March 10, 1977 at the Mulholland area home of actor Jack Nicholson in Los Angeles. "We did photos with me drinking champagne," Geimer says. "Toward the end it got a little scary, and I realized he had other intentions and I knew I was not where I should be. I just didn't quite know how to get myself out of there." She recalled in a 2003 interview that she began to feel uncomfortable after he asked her to lie down on a bed, and how she attempted to resist. "I said, 'No, no. I don't want to go in there. No, I don't want to do this. No!", and then I didn't know what else to do," she stated.

That's rape, whether you are 13 years old or 14 or 16 or 44 or 76.

Indeed.

Coming Out is So Gay!
By Trevor on September 29, 2009 5:59 AM | No Comments

A cute bit via CurrentTV on the variety of television-methods for coming out:

Via Feministing

The Death of Newspapers... In Pretty Pictures
By Trevor on September 29, 2009 5:48 AM | 1 Comment

It's all very lovely. Except for, you know, the fact that it evidences how severely injured newspaper publishes are today (click to embiggen):

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Ouch! We're still waiting for newspapers to adapt to the online world. NYT tried a pay-for-content system, then reneged after readers balked. A few months ago, rumors began to surface that they were reconsidering -- yet again. Would you pay for news online?

The Drama of Monopoly... On the Big Screen!
By Trevor on September 29, 2009 5:35 AM | No Comments

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Reacting the news that Battleship, Monopoly, AND Candy Land have all been slated to be turned into major motion pictures (seriously guys, Candy Land?), Andrew Sullivan dug up this gem of a farce from College Humor from 2007 RE: Minesweeper, The Movie! I can't embed it, but it's definitely worth a view!

Million Dollar Bill
By Scott on September 27, 2009 5:37 PM | 1 Comment

As usual, the gays are on *top* of their Whitney Houston.

Thanks to Aaron for the link.

Tony Valenzuela Named Interim E.D. of Lambda Literary Foundation!
By Trevor on September 26, 2009 8:07 PM | No Comments

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Well color me proud! My friend, mentor / idol and Trevorade contributor Tony Valenzuela has been named the new Interim Executive Director of the Lambda Literary Foundation -- the organization behind the prestigious Lambda Literary Awards. I am just tickled pink at the news! Tony's so incredibly smart and talented -- I know he'll do great things at LLF. Here's a blurb from the press release:

"Tony brings to us a remarkable background in the worlds of LGBT literature and nonprofit organizations along with a history of activism," comments Katherine Forrest. "Along with this he has considerable experience in management strategic planning, fundraising, budget administration, marketing and promotional work, and events planning. We're very fortunate to have someone like Tony on board to work with Charles Flowers in ensuring a smooth transition to the next era of LLF."

Tony Valenzuela was born in Los Angeles and raised both in Guadalajara, Mexico and Southern California. A graduate of the MFA in Creative Writing program of the California Institute of the Arts, Valenzuela is a longtime community activist and writer whose work has focused on LGBT civil rights, sexual liberation and gay men's health. For the past six years he worked as the Manager of Research and Administration at GLASS (Gay & Lesbian Adolescent Social Services) in what was the largest and oldest LGBT child welfare organization in the country serving abused and neglected LGBT youth. It was during this time that he first became involved with the Lambda Literary Foundation sitting on the Lambda Literary Awards host committee, then co-producing the awards ceremony "In Memoriam" videos for 2007 and 2008.

CONGRATS TONY!!!!!!!

Glenn Beck Boils Frogs On TV
By Trevor on September 26, 2009 3:43 PM | No Comments

Pretty effing ridiculous:

"Okay... uh... forget about the frogs." LOL! Oh Glenn Beck. You just make it so easy.

Thanks to Erik for the link!

When Spiders Take Drugs...
By Trevor on September 26, 2009 1:13 PM | No Comments

Thanks to Brian for sharing this amusing short:

New Fame Flick, Sans Gays
By Trevor on September 25, 2009 3:11 PM | No Comments

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Remember how the old Fame movie dealt so explicitly and compellingly with homosexuality? Well, apparently, it's feasible to make a new take on the old classic while applying a bit of white-out to those parts that made the original so fabulous. AfterElton has this to say in their review:

Yesterday, AfterElton.com broke the story of how one of the characters, Kevin, was originally written as gay, but then the scene that established him as gay was cut, because the director felt it was too "campy" and inauthentic. The director told us he thought it was still "clearly obvious" that the character was gay anyway.

[snip]

Worse, very early on in the movie, there's a sequence with a very effeminate kid - one of the talentless wannabees that auditions for the school - that's played for laughs, and his queeniness is part of the joke.

The point is I taught at a high school for the performing arts a few years back (I'd like to think I was a cross between Lydia Grant and Mr. Shorofsky, but I suspect I was probably more like Mr. Vernon in The Breakfast Club).

Anyway, the idea that a story set at a school for the arts would have no visible gay presence among the students or faculty is outrageous.

If you missed it, here's what was said yesterday in an interview with the actor (Paul McGill) who plays the character (Kevin), who was allegeldy originally slated to be gay:

Was the character gay when he auditioned for the part? "Originally, he was," said McGill, who explained that the character also started out as "campy" and "superficial" but evolved in rewrites so he now has "... the darkest moments in the movie. The most ...emotional scenes in the movie."

Listen, fuckhead: Just because you don't know how to give authenticity or depth to a sissy doesn't mean that it can't be done. It just means you're a crap actor in a crap film.

How We Read Each Other's Minds
By Trevor on September 25, 2009 3:06 PM | 2 Comments

Another very interesting TED talk from a neuroscientist who cites literature and philosophy whilst explaining her research on how we morally understand and assess other people's judgments:

MI: OK to Bar HIV-Poz Inmates From Serving Food in the Cafeteria
By Trevor on September 25, 2009 2:17 PM | No Comments

Just shameful - and proving that Byzantine notions of HIV transmission are still alive and well in the good old United States:

A policy that bars HIV-positive inmates in Michigan prisons from working in food service jobs does not violate state law, according to the Michigan Department of Civil Rights. But though the policy may be legal, one leader in the Michigan Department of Corrections says he wants to change it.

The policy came under scrutiny in April when Michigan Messenger reported Michigan Department of Corrections official Russ Marlan stating the policy was in place to prevent the spread of the infection.

"A prison holds about 1,000, 1,200 people and as those 1,000 prisoners go through for breakfast, lunch and dinner, prisoners are scooping that food onto their trays," Marlan, who serves as MDOC's assistant director, said at the time. "So if a prisoner was HIV-positive and sneezed onto a food item and then a prisoner ate that food item and that prisoner had a lesion in their mouth they could contract the disease."

Another MDOC official, spokesman John Cordell, gave another explanation at the time, saying that life in prison runs on very different rules and it would be possible that a prisoner might feel an HIV-positive prisoner who was preparing and serving food was intentionally attempting to infect him. That, Cordell said, could lead the uninfected prisoner to attack the HIV-positive prisoner in "the big yard on Tuesday."

[snip]

In fact, MDOC policy does allow people with Hepatitis B and C to work in food service but under certain conditions. They are allowed to work as long as they don't have open cuts or sores, a runny nose or other obvious problems. Both viral infections which attack the liver have had infections linked to close contact, such as food service, by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention in Atlanta. HIV is only spread via exchange of bodily fluids.

Who, again, said we don't need better education about HIV?

Scary bike crash!
By Scott on September 25, 2009 11:09 AM | 1 Comment

I got in a terribly scary bike crash yesterday morning. I was biking down the sidewalk, and a car pulled into a garage without seeing me. I slammed on my brakes just in time to go careening over the handlebars into the purple Grand Am. Here's a picture of my eyebrow at the emergency room:

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"My eyebrow may be broken, but my MacBook is not."

Having spent all day at the hospital, I have, as you can imagine, lots of stories to tell. Most of them are not funny. But some of them are. Here are the some of the funniest things that happened:

1) Lying prostrate on the sidewalk after the accident, surrounded by ten passersby, I decided the most important thing for me to do was to pull out the iPhone, call my professor, and tell her I wouldn't, after all, be able to make it to office hours that day.

2) Ambulances are required to take their charges to the closest hospital. In my case, this was the Thomas Jefferson University Hospital near my apartment. After the paramedics dropped me off, I made up my mind that I didn't like the looks of this hospital. The waiting room was a bit full, and the surly employee at the registration desk instructed me to step aside until he called my name. I got all huffy and thought to myself, "Oh, hell no." So, with bloodied face and (I later discovered) fractured humerus, I walked out of the hospital and took a cab to the Penn ER. The poor driver kept giving me a look as if to say, "Don't bleed on my leather. Or die in my cab."

3) The ER was pretty full, so I spent the day in "Room 6A," which was in fact a collapsible bed lying hapahazardly in the middle of the hallway. This made it difficult for me to furtively steal bites from the chocolate chip cookie my matron saint and cohort member Bridget brought me (My doctor imposed this bullshit eating ban in case I needed a breathing tube. I was hungry!). But, I got to hear all the good nurse talk. This included a half-hour conversation trying to answer the question, "Where *is* Brokeback Mountain?" (It's in Wyoming.) And apparently, all the doctors in ortho are, like, really cliquey.

I have learned a valuable lesson from this experience: not to leave my bike helmet at the Grad Student Center. Or, really, not to bike at all in this crazy city. I have also decided, until I heal, I'm eating bacon. Life is too short. Rafael's bringing some over in a few minutes.

The End of Condoms? Not so much.
By Daniel Reeders on September 25, 2009 10:21 AM | 5 Comments | 1 TrackBack

It's Friday night, the rain has eased, I've just got back from an enjoyable session at a sauna (that's Aussie for bathhouse) and cracked the top off a Beez Neez -- a Western Australian malt beer brewed with honey. It's been a rough week but right now, life is pretty good.

And then I notice an article about PrEP in The Daily Beast. Danger, Will Robinson, mainstream media coverage of HIV prevention! And sure enough, it's a shocker.

Continue reading The End of Condoms? Not so much.. GLEE Tackles Beyonce -- On the Football Field
By Trevor on September 24, 2009 11:26 AM | No Comments

And the result is nothing short of amazing:

I Facebook-status'ed the question last night, worth repeating here: Is GLEE evidence that modern conceptions of masculinity are overcoming what have historically been deep-seated fears of sissies? Some folks responded that straight men don't watch -- but I saw several straight male friends of mine celebrate their love for the show in their Facebook statuses. Granted, their in my Facebook network -- but still. Something's going on here.

BREAKING: Thai HIV Vaccine Trial Shows (30%) Preventative Effect
By Trevor on September 24, 2009 7:39 AM | No Comments | 1 TrackBack

And scientists are completely baffled:

A new AIDS vaccine tested on more than 16,000 volunteers in Thailand has protected a significant minority against infection, the first time any vaccine against the disease has even partly succeeded in a clinical trial.

Scientists said they were delighted but puzzled by the result. The vaccine -- a combination of two genetically engineered vaccines, neither of which had worked before in humans -- protected too few people to be declared an unqualified success. And the researchers do not know why it worked.

"I don't want to use a word like 'breakthrough,' but I don't think there's any doubt that this is a very important result," said Dr. Anthony S. Fauci, director of the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases, which is one of the trial's backers.

"For more than 20 years now, vaccine trials have essentially been failures," he went on. "Now it's like we were groping down an unlit path, and a door has been opened. We can start asking some very important questions."

[snip]

Col. Jerome H. Kim, a physician who is manager of the army's H.I.V. vaccine program, said half the 16,402 volunteers were given six doses of two vaccines in 2006 and half were given placebos. They then got regular tests for the AIDS virus for three years. Of those who got placebos, 74 became infected, while only 51 of those who got the vaccines did.

Although the difference was small, Dr. Kim said it was statistically significant and meant the vaccine was 31.2 percent effective.

So what we're looking at here is a 30% effectiveness rate. How bizarre. Adding confusion is the fact that those who did become infected with the vaccine did not have lower viral loads than those who became infected with the placebo, something that is generally expected with vaccine trials:

The most confusing aspect of the trial, Dr. Kim said, was that everyone who did become infected developed roughly the same amount of virus in their blood whether they got the vaccine or a placebo.

Normally, any vaccine that gives only partial protection -- a mismatched flu shot, for example -- at least lowers the viral load.

That suggests that RV 144 does not produce neutralizing antibodies, as most vaccines do, Dr. Fauci said. Antibodies are long Y-shaped proteins formed by the body that clump onto invading viruses, blocking the surface spikes with which they attach to cells and flagging them for destruction.

Instead, he theorized, it might produce "binding antibodies," which latch onto and empower effector cells, a type of white blood cell attacking the virus.

Obviously, this trial is not the Holy Grail. But it is indeed interesting and compelling new data that will have an obvious effect on future trials. Combining two failed vaccine candidates was a HIGHLY controversial idea, but it appears to have paid off -- at least in some small fashion.

Our 1003rd Entry!
By Trevor on September 24, 2009 12:28 AM | No Comments

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See what happens when you don't pay attention? I noticed a few days ago that entry #1000 was fast approaching. Well, today I posted it without realizing it. So instead I'll celebrate this here blog's one thousand and third entry! Wow! What started off as an idle experiment over four years ago has really begun to take shape this year into something I'm so incredibly proud of -- so thank you for coming along for that journey.

We're up to about 2000 solid weekly readers, and fast approaching 10,000 monthly. I'm always astounded at those numbers. It's really, truly flattering. Tell your friends! And keep posting those amazing comments!

A big HUG and THANKS to everyone who keeps coming back for more Trevorade :) And of course -- a really big thanks to all my fellow writers here who keep posting such delicious / insanely smart stuff!

Tomorrow: UC Faculty Walkout
By Trevor on September 23, 2009 11:59 PM | No Comments

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Over 1200 faculty have signed on. From the website:

Under the cover of the summer months, UC administration has pushed through a program of tuition hikes, enrollment cuts, layoffs, furloughs, and increased class sizes that harms students and jeopardizes the livelihoods of the most vulnerable university employees. These decisions fundamentally compromise the mission of the University of California. They are complicit with the privatization of public education, and they have been made in a manner that flouts the principle of shared governance at the core of the UC faculty's capacity to guide the future of the University in accordance with its mission.

On September 24, in solidarity with UC staff and students, faculty throughout the University of California system will walk out in defense of public education.

Good luck out there in Berkeley. It's times like these that make me glad to be unionized in Michigan.

Britney's New Single: "3"
By Trevor on September 23, 2009 10:17 PM | 1 Comment

J/k - as Josh pointed out, this is an old song. Sigh. Damn Youtube!

Sadly, its a total bore:

Blah. It's slated to be shipped with her 10th Anniversary box set. But where's all that slutty pop energy that made Circus such a hit?

Mika "Comes Out" as Bisexual
By Trevor on September 23, 2009 2:40 PM | No Comments

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Like there was any question:

"I've never ever labeled myself. But having said that; I've never limited my life, I've never limited who I sleep with. So, whatever. (...) Call me whatever you want. Call me bisexual, if you need a term for me. ... "There are ways of being a role model without having to always having to establish yourself with a label. Let's say if you're a 16-year-old guy, and you're not sure about your sexuality, you should be as free as you want.

"Having a role model who makes you feel like it's alright to do whatever you want, without the pressure of a label, I think that's a good thing as well. I think there's a million different ways to do it, there isn't only one. And I hope I'm right."

Via Bilerco.

Help Protect Insurance Companies Today
By Trevor on September 23, 2009 2:31 PM | No Comments

Amazing.

Advocate: Change Coming to HIV Immigration Ban...
By Trevor on September 23, 2009 2:23 PM | No Comments

We've heard it a few thousand times before, but The Advocate is reporting that US Customs has issued a memo directing offers to hold any decisions on green card applications "based solely on HIV status":

The U.S. Customs and Immigration Service has issued a memo directing its officers to put a hold on any decisions on green card applications that are based solely on HIV status, pending a rule change to eliminate the HIV restriction that Health and Human Services is scheduled to issue later this year.

Under current regulations, non-U.S. citizens who are HIV-positive cannot travel to the United States unless they are granted a waiver, and immigrants are denied entry to the United States if they are HIV-positive. The CIS memo's intent is to halt any green card denials that are based on HIV status in anticipation that the policy change proposed earlier this year by HHS will soon be ushered through to completion.

This ban has terrorized HIV positive people for FAR too long. It has stymied AIDS research. And its about goddamn time.

NYT: "Coming Out in Middle School"
By Trevor on September 23, 2009 2:07 PM | No Comments

As someone who did actually start coming out in middle school, I appreciated the NYTimes' feature on kids today who are doing so -- en masse. Here's a taste:

When I asked Gillean if he ever expected kids as young as Nick and Austin to show up at Openarms, he chuckled and shook his head. Like many adult gay men who came out in college or later, Gillean couldn't imagine openly gay middle-school students. "But here they are," he said, looking out over the crowd. "More and more of them every week."

I heard similar accounts from those who work with gay youth all across the country. Though most adolescents who come out do so in high school, sex researchers and counselors say that middle-school students are increasingly coming out to friends or family or to an adult in school. Just how they're faring in a world that wasn't expecting them -- and that isn't so sure a 12-year-old can know if he's gay -- is a complicated question that defies simple geographical explanations. Though gay kids in the South and in rural areas tend to have a harder time than those on the coasts, I met gay youth who were doing well in socially conservative areas like Tulsa and others in progressive cities who were afraid to come out.

Click here to read the rest!

Breaking News: Gay Scientists Isolate Christian Gene
By Trevor on September 23, 2009 9:01 AM | No Comments

Always good to start the day with a good laugh!

Woman/girl love commotion in London
By Scott on September 22, 2009 6:39 PM | No Comments

Helen Goddard, a public school teacher in London, was sentenced yesterday to 15 months in jail for having a relationship with a 15-year-old female student. Goddard, once a prodigy trumpet player who performed at the opening ceremony of the Sydney Olympics in 2000, will be banned from teaching children and obligated to register as a sex offender upon her release.

The consequences for being placed on a sex offender registry can be unduly harsh. For example, in some localities in the United Kingdom, the lists of sex offenders are made available to the general public, marking the accused as deviant or hazardous. This is particularly troubling in cases of apparently consenual intergenerational relationships.

Read more about the Goddard case here.

AVAC: Anticipating the Results of ALVAC / AIDSVAX Vaccine Trial
By Trevor on September 22, 2009 10:36 AM | No Comments

The AIDS Vaccine Advocacy Coalition has published a report with information regarding the forthcoming results from a controversial Thai HIV Vaccine trial. The trial is a Phase III trial which means it tests effectiveness and safety (for more info on this go here), and the largest of its kind ever. The hugely expensive trial triggered divisive debate in the scientific community, because it involved two vaccine candidates that had minimal / no results in previous trials. Here's the basic 411 on the report's info:

In September 2009 results will be released from an AIDS vaccine phase III trial in Thailand. This test-of-concept trial is the largest AIDS vaccine trial ever conducted. The study, known as RV 144, began in 2003 and enrolled more than 16,000 HIV-negative Thai men and women between the ages of 18 and 30.

[snip]

In late September, the first announcement of data will focus on the general findings: whether there was any evidence of vaccine impact on HIV infection and/or viral load. More detailed information on the findings will be released at the annual AIDS Vaccine Conference in Paris (October 19-22). Regardless of the content of these two announcements, in-depth analysis of the findings will continue well beyond October.

As the report notes, there may be several outcomes here:

Any clinical trial may show no effect, but if there is a positive result, it will be one or both of the following:

1) The vaccine strategy reduces risk of HIV infection;
2) The vaccine strategy reduces viral load in participants who receive the experimental vaccine regimen and go on to become infected.

Even a modest indication of either of these benefits will be exciting news for the field. It would be the first time that an AIDS vaccine shows an impact on either risk of infection or viral load.

The report is available in English (PDF) and Thai (PDF).

Required Reading: Pleasure Consuming Medicine: The Queer Politics of Drugs
By Trevor on September 22, 2009 10:24 AM | 1 Comment

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I finally placed my order for the highly anticipated first book from Australian cultural studies extraordinaire, Kane Race. If you have any investment in Public Health, HIV/AIDS, drug use, and conceptions of biomedical power, you must read this book. Very interesting use of the notion of counterpublics here, with Kane's "counterpublic health." Here's the book's description:

On a summer night in 2007, the Azure Party, part of Sydney's annual gay and lesbian Mardi Gras, is underway. Alongside the outfits, drugs, lights, and DJs is a volunteer care team trained to deal with the drug-related emergencies that occasionally occur. But when police appear at the gates with drug-detecting dogs, mild panic ensues. Some patrons down all their drugs, heightening their risk of overdose. Others try their luck at the gates. After 26 attendees are arrested with small quantities of illicit substances, the party is shut down and the remaining partygoers dispersed into the city streets. For Kane Race, the Azure Party drug search is emblematic of a broader technology of power that converges on embodiment, consumption, and pleasure in the name of health. In Pleasure Consuming Medicine, he illuminates the symbolic role that the illicit drug user fulfils for the neoliberal state. As he demonstrates, the state's performance of moral sovereignty around substances designated "illicit" bears little relation to the actual dangers of drug consumption; in fact, it exacerbates those dangers.Race does not suggest that the use of drugs is risk-free, good, or bad, but rather that the regulation of drugs has become a site where ideological lessons about the propriety of consumption are propounded. He argues that official discourses about drug-use conjure a space where the neoliberal state can be seen to be policing the "excesses" of the amoral market. He explores this normative investment in drug regimes and some "counterpublic" health measures that have emerged in response. These measures, which Race finds in certain pragmatic gay men's health and HIV prevention practices, are not cloaked in moralistic language, and they do not cast health as antithetical to pleasure.

Kane's prose is sometimes a bit dense, but it's often truly revelatory. Here's what my professor and mentor David Halperin has to say:

"Kane Race's Pleasure Consuming Medicine supplies what we have missed for so long: a radical but responsible exploration of both the ethics and the politics of pleasure. Exhilarating in its daring and its intelligence, startling in its originality yet completely sensible in its interpretations, the book unerringly describes the paradoxical world where we now live out the cruelties and ecstasies of human embodiment."--David M. Halperin, author of Saint Foucault and What Do Gay Men Want?

In short, what are you waiting for? Order a copy!

Why Do I Keep Running from the Ta-Ruuuuth?
By Trevor on September 19, 2009 5:36 PM | 2 Comments

Perez Hilton is blogging about his beautiful performance at the ALMAs last night, but I can't get this song by American Idol Season 7 runner-up David Archuleta out of my head:

Just listen to the way he says "truth"! What a 'mo! Such a cutie. And the song's pretty poptastic! Thanks to my BFF Justin for implanting it into my brain.

A Handful of Lines by Geoff Mains...
By Rostom on September 18, 2009 10:22 PM | No Comments
Hi girls,

As a complement to the "View from the Bottom", here is an extract of "The view from a sling". I was just reading this article by Geoff Mains and I found it so beautiful that I thought I'd share some lines of it with you. In this passage, Geoff is in a sex club, lying in a sling and being fisted by a man. Two other men are standing at the door and watching at them.


"My top is hardly moving now, his forearm, his clenched fist vibrating slowly inside me, my body responding in waves. With his other hand he slowly swirls Crisco about his wrist, back and forth and about the edges of my hole, probing in between the hole and the arm with his fingers. The poppers are taking full effect now, and I whirl in ecstasy. He stops all movement, except for his forefinger, tickling deep inside. We laugh. I mouth him a kiss. He does the same."


A San Franciscan leatherman, Geoff Mains was born in 1947. This text is an extract of a wonderful article entitled "The View from a Sling" (printed in M. Thompson's Leatherfolk). He was also the author of a 1984 study of the leather subculture, Urban Aboriginals. Leatherfolk has a picture of him that shows a gorgeous smiling bearded sweet man. Thompson writes about him: "By exploring the totality of himself, Geoff Mains gave permission for others to do the same." He died in 1989.

"No, I have no regrets. I will die from this disease that I may have caught in a place like the Slot. It will consume me. Unfortunate, maybe. But I have no regrets. I loved my world."


Stereotypes Are Bad - And Other Myths About Liberal Politics
By Trevor on September 17, 2009 7:37 AM | No Comments

You know me. Always saying things that get me in trouble. I've penned a new editorial for QueerToday.com by this title. Here's a taste:

Recently, when I posted an essay on Gay Masculinities on my blog, one of the first comments I received over email was a complaint that it was a farce to refer to any "gay community" as an identifiable and tangible concept. The reader seemed to scoff at the idea that any analysis beyond the level of the individual gay was silly. What could you possibly say about gay men categorically? There was and is so much variation.

Since the 1990s, both inside and outside of academia, it has become fashionable to reject or at least be highly skeptical of categorical statements about identity categories. We become highly suspicious when we hear things like "Black men do _____" or "Gay men love _____." These anxieties are born out of real, valid concerns. Let me begin by spelling out what I see as the two primary reactions against these kinds of statements:

Click here to read the rest!!!

Police raid Atlanta Gay bar
By Jackson B. on September 17, 2009 2:44 AM | No Comments

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From cbsatlanta.com

ATLANTA -- A hearing for eight people arrested in a police raid on an Atlanta gay bar was reset Monday to Sept. 29.

Last Thursday, Atlanta police arrested 8 people at the bar, including four employees that did not have a proper business license. The other four were dancers that did not have a permit to dance in their underwear.

Hundreds of gays rallied outside the Atlanta Eagle Bar on Ponce De Leon Avenue Sunday. The gay community is demanding an investigation into the Atlanta Police Department.

"The next thing I hear is down on the ground and that's where I spent the next 45 minutes face down on the floor," said bar patron Mark Danak.

Bar owners say 62 patrons were told to get on the floor while police officers searched everyone. "Let's make it clear that out of 62 people. Not one person, not one person had a weapon or drugs on their person. Not one person," said Atlanta Eagle Owner Richard Ramey.

"When they tried to ask questions they were told to shut up, but there were words with the shut up that I can not say. There was lots of profanity. Lots of profanity and lots of comments," said Ramey.

Members of the gay community said they were roughed up and called names during the raid and they would like a public apology from the police department.

"They could have conversed with us. We are human beings, we can talk. They just made us feel like second class citizens," said Danak.

Busting Myths About the So-Called "Developing World"
By Trevor on September 16, 2009 9:27 PM | No Comments

A fascinating and eye-opening talk by Hans Rosling at the US State Department:

Pretty amazing!

Awkward Facebook Status Moments
By Trevor on September 16, 2009 12:39 PM | 1 Comment

There are numerous sites out there to document, but this one had me falling off my chair:

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Go here to see a few more! Thanks to Gabe for the link.

White Buffalo's Return to Emerald Island
By Ted Kerr on September 16, 2009 10:15 AM | No Comments

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White Buffalo's Return to Emerald Island

All Hail to the Queen
The fags bash the bulbs to make the starts brighter

All peace to the Earth
As orbs of white light moat Emerald Island

2,000 years ago a young woman appeared in the shape of a white buffalo and gave a family a sacred pipe and made them guardians of the Black Hills. Before leaving, she prophesized that one day she would return to purify the world, bringing back spiritual balance and harmony. The birth of a white buffalo calf would be a sign that her return was at hand.

In 1994 a white buffalo was born in Wisconsin. In many communities there is an aboriginal renaissance occurring, a return to the land is manifesting.

In 1998 Dry Bones Breathe: Gay Men Creating Post AIDS Identities and Cultures was published. Writer Eric Rofes put forward the idea that the AIDS-As-Crisis-Model was long outdated and a new era of focusing on gay men's wellness had arrived.

Its now 2009, 200and mine and I wander the urban Canadian terrain for white buffalo tracks and modern gay male culture.
A pull back-A pull forward,
A pull within-A look outside.

Dry Bones Breathe
Gay men break backs
First Nation women get ignored
The land heaves and sighs.

PAUSE.
I got my panties in a knot a few months ago when I started visiting gay guy social networking sites like MANHUNT and DUDESNUDE. At first I was just jealous of all the lovely bodies that will never be mine, that I will never have.
Here they all are,
stretched,
flexed
out
aching to be clicked,
hooked,
favorited,
chatted and
poked.
I found myself heavy and full with minor outrage.
THE GAUL- WHERE DO THESE GUYS GET OFF?

But then I got over myself and I meant it...

Where do these boys get off?
Where is public sex?
Do these dudes nude know that their flesh is for the viral masses (if so GREAT)
Or do websites create a sense of enclosed space so they think that they are in some version of inside?

I had up into that point never seen a cock just hanging out for all to see
so sexually,
so publicly,
so in the realm for of all.

But there one was, attached to a barista I kind of knew, but now knew better. Tomorrow when I order my coffee I wondered, Would I feel a new intimacy with him? I kept clicking- there was his cock rock hard, there was him smiling with his arm draped around a friend (did she know that she was on this website?), there was his cock again.
With every image I saw I was getting to now him better. I knew what his bedroom looked like, that he had gone to Paris (and taken a dirty photo in the Louvre's washroom) and that he was uncut. Is this now how gay community is formed? Is this the new 70's? (if so great [?])

Last summer I was accepted to do a video curatorial residency in which I would use the moving image to explore how sites like MANHUNT and DUDES NUDE were changing the sexual landscape for gay men.

I had it on my mind that in the face of AIDS, in the face of the internet
sex had not only gone underground, it had gone post-ground and now cruising existed only in the ether.
I was wrong.
The beauty of me is my ability to be wrong, my ability as a vegetarian to eat bacon and crow.

Sitting after dark in Toronto's Queen Park I befriended a man who had been cruising this park all his life. The year that Rock Hudson died of AIDS, he decided to come out. It has made him, if he does say so himself, an expert at giving blowjobs.

He tells me how he calls this park Emerald Island- cause it is- basically we are sitting in a large traffic circle in the middle of a city, permitered by trees, our feet thick in luscious grass and roots aching to come up.

Every few years he tells me the city tries to make the park less welcoming by taking down trees or adding more lights. He laughs and says it doesn't matter- the fags just bash the bulbs to make the starts brighter.

Sitting there frustrated by the lack of play, the willy-nilly fear of men to man up and hook up we start talking. Darting hungry eyes shoot us dirty looks. "WHAT?" I say with my mouth and shoulder, its not like you are doing anything.

We watch for a while as the little guy who wants to be the big guy circles the big guy who wants to get with the little guy.
It is as boring as shit but counts for action tonight.
Finally against a tree, the big guy lets go (did I mention he is on roller blades), the little guy wins and a crowd gathers to watch, stare and play.

The beauty of dry bones breathing is tempered only by the fact that parks such as this still echo all that is hurt inside of gay bones.
Not only is this place a hunt for the great white cock, leaving brown, yellow red cocks dangling in the wind- there is no room for dudes without cocks or cocks without dudes.
Desires are still so repressed that getting laid under the stars, white buffalos winking from the road, is still a revolutionary act. And there is no room for openness, no room for further transgression. We have done our part by coming out they seem to say.

Before I ever went to cruising park I romanced the idea that in such places you fucked what was there. That beauty became relative and a bell curve of hotness was recreated every time someone came or left.
And this is true.
And this is not true.
Our culturally informed idea of beauty still permeates past the trees.
Old guys walk around with nary a wink,
Fat guys sit dejected, staying in the background instead of being rejected.

White buffalo breath revives dry bones.
But animals we are not.
But just spirits we are not.
But online profiles we are not.
But post-AIDS we are not.

Take off your shoes, your socks, your shirt and your pants.
Walk barefoot on the land. Naked.
Find a place to lie down in the grass.
Press your sex to the ground and feel the flex flux of 6 billion souls.
Get off
Get up
Keep going.

White buffalo breath revives dry bones.
Fucking strangers revives faith in humanity.
Being outside reminds you that you are human.

Take off your shoes, your socks, your shirt and your pants.
Walk barefoot on the land. Naked.
Find a place to lie down in the grass.
Press your sex to the ground and feel the flex flux of 6 billion souls.
Get off
Get up
Keep going.

Take off your shoes, your socks, your shirt and your pants.
Walk barefoot on the land. Naked.
Find a place to lie down in the grass.
Press your sex to the ground and feel the flex flux of 6 billion souls.
Get off
Get up
Keep going.
Sept 2009 Ted Kerr

Ted Kerr is a Canadian based writer, artist and actionist whose work primarily focuses on queerness, HIV / AIDS and expression. Find more about him on his website.

New issue of Ganymede
By Scott on September 16, 2009 9:04 AM | No Comments

The October issue of a NY-based gay journal called "Ganymede" has recently been released. Publishing literature and art for and by gay men, this issue features a short essay by Edmund White, author of A Boy's Own Story, which I loved when I read it last month. A preview of the issue is available for download, unfortunately not the whole thing. Thanks to Gregory for the link!

Documentary: Homophobia Defenders => Lesbian Gang!!!
By Trevor on September 15, 2009 10:12 PM | No Comments

And a mess of criminal justice ensues. Watch the trailer:

Head to the film's website for more info. Thanks to Kara for the link!

Is Promoting Male Circumcision as Prevention Ethical?
By Trevor on September 15, 2009 9:48 AM | 11 Comments

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The UNAIDS has just released a report (story | report) saying that "between five and fifteen men will need to be circumcised to prevent one HIV infection in the ten following years, at a cost of between $150 and $900 per infection prevented." Their conclusion: circumcision is a "cost-effective" intervention strategy for HIV prevention. In this report, there is no consideration for whether this procedure is ethical. Nor is there any consideration of what kinds of cultural meanings might be attached to the foreskin in communities they're ready to scalpel -- or how a mass program to remove their foreskins might be interpreted and expressed culturally.

I like to use the example that reader Thomas Kraemer provided a few weeks back in the comments: We could cure breast cancer tomorrow if we could just institutionalize double mastectomies for young girls. Or as my professor cynically joked the other day, "Why stop at the tip of the penis? If we could remove the whole shebang we could rid society of any number of not just medical, but social ills as well!" Oh, sure, some folks out there will resent the comparisons. "The breast is more important than the foreskin!" To this response, I have just one question: "Says who?"

I think we desperately need to be mobilizing against this movement towards circumcision. It's wrong-headed, poorly thought-through, and is really aimed at circumscribing any need for creative prevention approaches by creating a biomedical intervention. The crisis is clear: Prevention specialists -- trained in the too-often culturally incompetent fields of health and biomedicine -- are just downright flummoxed by the inability of their interventions to stem the rise in new infections. If you've ever worked in the field, you've undoubtedly seen their red-faced angst before: "Why won't these people just use condoms, goddammit?" Nevermind the structural constraints of poverty and gender. Nevermind the meanings implicitly and inadvertently attached to condoms by Western medicine (e.g. distrust, fear, etc.).

Thus, in an era when classical prevention strategies are failing globally, old-school prevention types have opted to search for a biomedical intervention that would avoid any need for dealing with the messy realm of the social. "If we can just chop something off, then we won't have to deal with compliance!" Ta-dah! The magical solution! Obviously, this logic is outrageously problematic. It presumes that circumcision will not be rife with cultural meanings and dilemmas, and it also presumes a hostile population that is "non-compliant." It never allows for the consideration that perhaps it is prevention that is the problem -- not the communities it seeks to change.

I am amazed by the number of studies in epidemiology -- the sheer mass of publications -- that continue to rely on behavioral survey instruments that unreflexively presume a set of concerns worth asking about that stem from an understanding of the epidemic in which it is people's behaviors that fuels the HIV/AIDS epidemic. This is downright shameful given the massive amounts of data that demonstrate how obviously correlated new infections are with social-structural factors like race, class, gender, and sexuality. It's like trying to telling people in Detroit to eat better when there is no grocery store -- not a single one -- within city limits.

It's past the point of naivety -- since the amount of data demonstrating the epidemic's social-structural roots is so compelling. It amounts to a kind of willful ignorance to continue trying what you know will likely fail because it is easily funded and requires little critical thought. It's easy. It's lazy. It would all be a bit humorous if it wasn't resulting in a body of prevention literature that does very little to actually work towards meaningful prevention. People are dying. Scientists are laughing their way to the CDC-NIH bank.

Removing foreskin in the name of health promotion is unconscionable. It amounts to a kind of cultural imperialism that will undoubtedly stir up backlash against Western Public Health. The idea is not seen as radical because we in the US already practice it so commonly. But believe me: If circumcision was virtually unknown in the United States as it is in other areas around the Globe, we would not be having this debate. But because it is such an institution here, the idea of promoting it elsewhere seems totally sensible. It's the worst kind of ethnocentrism, and it needs to stop.

Aussie Study: Anal Warts and Gonorrhea Associated with HIV Infection
By Trevor on September 15, 2009 7:03 AM | No Comments

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Via AIDSMap -- just confirming what was already widely suspected:

The two sexually transmitted infections most strongly associated with HIV acquisition in gay and bisexual men are anal warts and anal gonorrhea, Australian researchers report in the online edition of the Journal of Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndromes.

Herpes infections did not emerge as significant in this study, but men with warts were three times more likely to acquire HIV, and men with gonorrhea were seven times as likely. The authors suggest that more frequent screening for anal sexually transmitted infections in gay men should be investigated as a means of HIV prevention.

Interesting that herpes was not correlated. If you're unaware, STIs like gonorrhea can increase risk for transmission for a number of reasons. In cases where STIs cause lesions (like syphilis or HPV), these sites become more vulnerable for transmission. Also, in general, it seems that co-infection with STIs can dramatically increase your HIV viral load, thus making it easier to transmit the virus. In this study, it seems that these infections are also highly correlated with unprotected anal intercourse -- thus there's a reason men with these infections were more likely to acquire HIV.

The Real Houseboys of Brookyln
By Trevor on September 15, 2009 7:00 AM | No Comments

Some FTM masculinity humor for the AM hours:

God bless them. If you know the culture they're referencing here, it's pretty amusing.

Automatic Door FAIL
By Trevor on September 15, 2009 6:55 AM | No Comments

Start your day with a chuckle:

Teehee. Thanks to Pistol Pete @ Lifelube for the link.

"Never Say Never"
By Scott on September 15, 2009 1:20 AM | No Comments

Here's the original song by Romeo Void off of which the Amanda Blank song I posted previously is based. As my friend Cynthia pointed out, it might be grittier than Amanda Blank's version--but it doesn't make me want to dance as much.

In Memory of Swayze...
By Trevor on September 14, 2009 9:50 PM | No Comments

One of the best scenes from the amazing, To Wong Foo:

Thanks, Todd, for the link.

Patrick Swayze, 57, Dead of Pancreatic Cancer
By Trevor on September 14, 2009 9:04 PM | No Comments

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His fight is over:

Patrick Swayze, the balletically athletic actor who rose to stardom in the films "Dirty Dancing" and "Ghost" and whose 20-month battle with advanced pancreatic cancer drew wide attention, died Monday. He was 57.

His publicist, Annett Wolf, told The Associated Press in Los Angeles that Mr. Swayze died with family at his side.

Mr. Swayze's cancer was diagnosed in January 2008. Six months after that, he had already outlived his prognosis and was filmed at an airport, smiling at photographers and calling himself, only half-facetiously, "a miracle dude." He even went through with plans to star in "The Beast," a new drama series for A&E, and filmed a complete season while undergoing treatment. Mr. Swayze insisted on continuing with the series. "How do you nurture a positive attitude when all the statistics say you're a dead man?" he said to Bill Carter of The New York Times last October. "You go to work."

The show, on which he plays an undercover F.B.I. agent, had its premiere in January and earned him admiring reviews.

Read the rest of the NY Times obit.

What's New in Gay Sex?: "Height / Weight Proportionate"
By Trevor on September 14, 2009 3:27 PM | 12 Comments

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Oh the many ways gay men have devised to say "no fats!" The latest phrase to rise to prominence is "height / weight proportionate" (or "hwp" as its abbreviated -- see above) -- which is a curious expression indeed. What exactly does it mean to be height / weight proportionate? And why has it quickly become the preferred alternative to "in shape"; "fit"; "active"; etc? A few thoughts.

Describing the kind of bodies that turn you on is not always such an easy task. Our language is somewhat imprecise. Anyone who's ever queried the meaning of a "swimmers build" is bound to see the vagaries that riddle online profiles. Indeed, we are tasked as gay men to choose a simple phrase to describe our body type from a list of options. For instance, Manhunt's options:

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This list of options clearly does not come with a codebook. Deciding which to pick is in part about defining the way you identify and want others to identify you -- and not necessarily about attempting to accurately portray your body's shape / size / etc. Indeed, we see here that identity categories have woven their way into this set of options: Bear, Twink, and Cub are all suspicious here. They refer more to a cultural identity than they do to a particular body type (albeit, the two are closely related). For instance, Twink implies Slim -- yet the two are offered as separate categories. But perhaps it also implies hairless or smooth -- adding yet another layer of description implied here. It also implies young, which seems to be further off the mark in terms of what this drop-down menu is allegedly intended to describe. In any case, you can see the complexities and problems that arise here.

Since the advent of gay personals, gay men have come up with all sorts of ways to describe their own selves -- and the kind of men that they find hot. "No fats, no fems" was and still is a relatively common phrase found in profiles and ads looking for sex. But recently there has been a turn towards this curious phrase that is the subject of this blog post: Height / weight proportionate.

Let's presume that this means -- at least -- that there is a range of proportions between a person's height and weight, and that there is a subset of these ranges that is desirable. That seems clear. But isn't this a peculiar way to phrase this? I mean, anyone can be said to have a proportion between their height and weight. Are some of those proportions wrong?

Let's try this out. I am 69 inches tall, and weight 180 pounds. In other words, my height-to-weight ratio is about 0.38. I would consider myself in the "Average" body type range, whatever that means. Let's take another case -- a self-described "Body Builder" who looks damn stacked in his Manhunt pictures. Muscles on top of muscles. Presuming his reporting is accurate, he is 68 inches tall and weighs 185 pounds. His height-to-weight ratio is about 0.37. Does that somehow make his proportion worse? Better? You can see how silly this all becomes.

In the end, I think hwp rose to fame because of a combination of the exponentially escalating use of statistics when it comes to describe our bodies and our health (BMIs, etc). It connotes a kind of numerical preciseness that "Physically Fit" seems to lack. But as I hope I've made clear, it is no more precise. It's just as vague and nebulous a term as those that preceded it.

What's a more precise way to say what turns you on? If you're into lean guys, just say lean. It's very clear. If you're into guys with a lot of muscle, just say that. It may always be helpful to give examples, too. "Looking for guys built like David Beckham." Okay, so maybe that's a bit outrageous. But it's worth giving it a try. Because the problem with vague terms is not just that it makes it hard to read what you're into, but it makes the person considering responding to your ad double-guess whether or not he meets your requirements. Using more clear language helps entice those who fit your guidelines, and weed out those who don't. And -- for better or worse -- that's what profile-based hookup sites are all about.

"Might Like You Better"
By Scott on September 14, 2009 2:09 PM | No Comments

My new theme song! The video is great too. Thanks to my friend Ryan for the link.

Kanye's Outburst @ VMAs
By Trevor on September 13, 2009 9:47 PM | 1 Comment

Here's a rough cut of the incident at tonight's VMA's when Kanye ripped the mic from Taylor Swift while she gave her acceptance speech

What a mess!

A Whole New World...
By Trevor on September 12, 2009 8:48 PM | No Comments

The latest Youtube singing sensation:

Wowzer. That's a range and a half. And one of my favorite Disney tunes of all time!!!! Sigh. You might also check out his more recent Journey "Don't Stop Believing" cover, which is equally amazing.

Thanks to Ray for the link via Facebook!

SF Latino MSM Action Plan
By Jackson B. on September 12, 2009 2:07 AM | No Comments

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In December of '08 I joined San Francisco's HIV Prevention Planning Counsel (HPPC) as a youth service provider and as a member of the TMSM community. The HPPC is made up of service providers, researchers, community members and other interested persons, who advise the SF DPH on how to create real-world prevention strategies and how to prioritize CDC funding in SF.

In January '07 the HIV Prevention Section of the SF DPH prioritizd the creation of an action plan to adequately address the HIV prevention needs of Latino MSM. In early '08, Oscar Macias and Erik Dubon of the SF DPH convened a group of Latino MSM and allies to discuss a local Latino action plan for SF. The group enlised Rafael Diaz and Jorge Sanchez as consultants to assist in the creation of the Latino action plan.

This information is from their presentation to the HPPC on Sept. 10 '09. This will lay out an overview of their findings and their recommendations to the HPPC and SF DPH.

Final action plan N= approx. 239
Community Forum N= approx 45
Researcher Interviews N=6
Interviews w/ Latino MSM N=157
Dialouge w/ Providers N=31

Finding 1: San Francisco is a magnet for migration of young Latino men looking for sexual freedom and gender self-expression; they are treated as sexual objects and land in high risk contexts that put them at risk for substance abuse and HIV.

Recommendation 1: A guiding structure (perhaps a website online) that orients new waves of young Latino gay men who are newcomers to San Francisco; "landing pads" would be healthy and supportive contexts rather than situations of risk where Latino gay men are sexually objectified.

Finding 2: In San Francisco, it is very easy to find sex, but extremely difficult to find meaningful relationships. "Hot Sex" is the most valued commodity and men feel socially pressured to give up expectations of partnerships where they can integrate emotional and sexual satisfaction.

Recommendation 2: Programs that provide relevant and tailored education on the interconnection of sexuality, relationships, substances and HIV. Community building in context that emphasize a sense of familia.

Finding 3: Main reason for UAI (unprotected anal intercourse): perceived seroconcordance. Men are approaching HIV prevention by making assessments of HIV risk within particular sexual encounters - pursue risk reduction strategies other than condom use.

Recommendation 3: Programs that help men make sound and accurate assessments of HIV risk in different sexual contexts and situations, including knowledge of HIV status of self and sexual partners.

Finding 4: Stimulant use and participation in "Party and Play" (PNP) contexts are strong correlates of HIV risk. Sex under the influence is forced underground by stigmatizing attitudes and by health providers who do not address the issue.

Recommendation 4: Culturally relevant programs that address the functional use and impact of substances - emphasis on connection between stimulants and HIV. Need anti drug-stigma campaign and increased provider training.

Life Concerns and Priorities

Participants completed a brief survey listing 23 life concerns. They were asked to list and rank-order their 10 most important concerns:

Financial Well being 39%
Finding a good job 38%
Physical Health 34%
Depression/anxiety 24%
HIV/AIDS 21%
Having good friends 15%
Paying bills/debts 14%
Finding good housing 13%
Finishing school 13%
Emotional well-being 11%

Finding 5: Content of HIV prevention does not address the most pressing concerns of Latino gay men: Financial well being (#1) employment (#2) physical (#3) and mental (#4) health. Desire for improved physical and mental health is beyond issues related to HIV/AIDS (#5)

Recommendation 5: Programs need to address Latino gay men's concerns for job stability and financial well being; that is, connect HIV prevention with the existing with the strong motivation towards "Superacion" (improve one's situation - financial, educational, physical and emotional).

Finding 6: Latino English-speaking gay men have substantially lower rates of participation in Latino-identified HIV programs in the city - no HIV prevention programs specifically targeted to monolingual English-speaking Latino gay men.

Recommendation 6: Programs that welcome and target Latino English-speaking gay men need to be developed. However, this should not be done at the expense of existing programming designed for immigrant, Spanish-speaking men.

Finding 7: Riskiest group: older (over 35), English-speaking, unemployed, drug-using, HIV-positive, marginally housed, Latino gay men. Their risk is connected to poverty, social alienation, and social situation of vulnerability.

Recommendation 7: Create a program that targets the particular issues of older English-speaking Latino gay men of lower socioeconomic status who are marginally housed (mostly in SROs or shelters). The program should address issues of life stability, as well as access to culturally appropriate mental health and substance abuse services.

Finding 8: HIV positive men are reporting higher rates of risky sexual activity than HIV negetive men (59% v. 44%). Meanwhile, high rates of HIV stigma discourage disclosure.

Recommendation 8: Culturally tailored Prevention for Positives that addresses sexual behavior, HIV disclosure, and assessments of risk for HIV transmission among positive Latino men in a way that is non-stigmatizing. Campaigns aimed at reducing HIV stigmatization in the Latino gay community.

Finding 9: Non-gay identified men found in the social context that Latino gay men participate in: all (100%) straight-identified men interviewed were classified at HIV risk: these individuals unlikely to visit agencies or attend groups.

Recommendation 9: Programs tailored to MSM who identify as heterosexual should be developed, with targeted individual assessment and counseling by culturally trained prevention workers.

Finding 10: Many HIV prevention providers - often themselves members of the Latino gay community - are accomplishing very hard work under difficult circumstances.

Recommendation 10: Programs that address high burnout rates of HIV service providers. Existing Latino programs should be funded to carry out activites that prevent burnout and sustain the long-term, enthusiastic work of their front-line staff.

Whew! I know that was long, but it's good stuff. After some discussion on budget (pretty tall order for a city that just got it's state HIV prevention funds cut from 2.9 million to $500,000!) the HPPC voted unanimously to support the LAP recommendations.

The LAP team will be presenting they're more thorough data in a few months.

Onion: Americans Observe 9/11 by Not Masturbating
By Trevor on September 12, 2009 1:50 AM | No Comments


Americans Observing 9/11 By Trying Not To Masturbate

Too soon?

RIP: Energy 92.7 FM, SFO's Gay Dance Music Radio Station
By Trevor on September 11, 2009 8:56 PM | 1 Comment

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This is a HUGE loss for San Francisco. Apparently the station was recently bought out, and the new owner plans to totally revamp it -- a plan that includes firing all the staff (including Fernando and Greg). I LOVED Energy 92.7, even if they did occasionally play the same eight songs over and over and over again (but what radio station doesn't). Here's the official story:

Big changes are in store for San Francisco radio station KNGY-FM 92.7 ("Energy"), but the full ramifications aren't clear yet. Touted as one of the few expressly gay-oriented stations in the country, Energy has a new owner and is reportedly about to switch to a new format. And it was widely reported on Internet sites Friday that many staffers, including the popular morning team of Greg Sherrell and Fernando Ventura ("Fernando and Greg") had been fired.

On the station's Facebook followers' page Friday, one posting announced, "We are over everyone," and a later item read, "Thank you everyone for the kind words and memories. It is a sad day for radio, for dance music, for the LGBT community, for our staff, and for YOU, the listeners."

As of Friday afternoon, the station was still playing dance music and there was no word of an impending format change (then again, there never is in the radio business). Calls to the station were not returned.

So sad!!!!

Shawn Syms Takes on Hitler AIDS Campaign
By Trevor on September 11, 2009 2:53 PM | No Comments

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Canadian activist and writer Shawn Syms has penned a very thoughtful and insightful essay for Xtra.ca on the horrific AIDS campaign out of Germany that compares AIDS to Nazi Germany. It's a very smart essay - and a must read. Here's a peak:

This campaign is a joke. There is nothing shocking or cutting edge about it. Its horny Hitler is hilarious. The fact that he, Hussein and Stalin are all deceased adds a certain necrophiliac irony to the whole cartoonish exercise. For a campaign with a digital component, they seem to have forgotten the lessons of Godwin's Law, which points out the absurdity of making online comparisons to Adolf Hitler. If anything is disturbing, it's the fact that the "logic" behind this campaign makes sense to anyone -- especially an AIDS-awareness group like Regenbogen, whose members include people with HIV.

"AIDS" is not a "mass murderer." It's a health condition caused by an untreated viral infection. HIV is the virus that can lead to AIDS, usually after many years and in the absence of medication. HIV is a significant medical condition, and there are countless reasons why anyone who doesn't have that virus should avoid getting it, and that anyone who does have it should avoid passing it on to anyone else.

But it doesn't help anyone to confuse HIV and AIDS with one another, or to exaggerate the impact of HIV by inextricably linking it to death. Dr Joseph McGowan of North Shore University Hospital recently counselled a parent about her 10-year-old son's HIV infection on the medical website TheBody.com: "If he is monitored carefully there is no reason your son ever has to progress to AIDS. He can expect to live a very long life." This is the current reality of HIV for most people in developed countries. The constant, hyper-emotional assertion that HIV equals guaranteed death ought to be calmly challenged every time it rears its insistent head. Neither is it "murder."

And since "AIDS" is not a person, let alone a "murderer," who are we really talking about here? Of course, we are talking about people who have HIV in their bodies. The Regenbogen campaign isn't actually about AIDS itself at all. It's about the risks of (presumably unprotected) sex with regard to HIV transmission, arguing that passing on HIV is akin to Nazism, and suggesting that the other person engaging in sex has no role other than that of victim. Notably, the mass murderers in the campaign are all men and their victims are all women. Meanwhile, the most recent high-profile HIV-criminalization case in Germany targeted a woman, Nadja Benaissa of the pop group No Angels.

Did the campaigners not think twice about wrongly comparing human sexual behaviour to the Holocaust, and inappropriately demonizing people with HIV in the process? The insistence on seeing HIV transmission as villainy obscures the most stubborn fact about the epidemic -- far from being the realm of malevolent or sociopathic people, HIV is transmitted through behaviours that are otherwise completely natural and normal, such as penetrative intercourse -- or behaviours that may often be hard to control rather than "intentional," such as needle sharing in the context of addiction. We already know that those most infectious with HIV usually don't know they have it, and that most people with diagnosed HIV take great pains to prevent further transmission.

If you haven't seen the disgusting video included in the campaign, you can see all the ads and the videos here.

A Message from a Femme Top for Trevorade Readers!
By Trevor on September 11, 2009 1:43 AM | No Comments | 1 TrackBack

Mark Snyder -- founder of QueerToday.com -- has just filmed this AMAAAAAAZING song for you!!!!! You must fucking watch it immediately!!!!

OMG OMG OMG. "Femme on the streets / butch in the sheets." Mark you're a gift from heaven. If every top was a femmetop I would be one happy gay.

The Bizarreness of Learning Public Health...
By Trevor on September 10, 2009 9:16 AM | No Comments

... sitting in a room full of epidemiologists going over a sexual history survey instrument -- being bored because as a gay man I have been subjected to these surveys dozens of times. I know exactly what they ask, at what point in the survey. My hetero classmates have never seen this before.

Kim Cattrall Channels the 80s for SaTC
By Trevor on September 9, 2009 11:03 PM | 1 Comment

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Amazing -- though I have to say: God I hope this movie is better than the last! I really disliked the last one, mostly because it was a depressing drama that included so many cliche plot twists it made my head spin. Just give us what we want: Fun, Sassy, and Sexy!

American Idol's New Judge is... Ellen DeGeneres?
By Trevor on September 9, 2009 10:55 PM | 1 Comment

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Very strange news.

Thoughts?

Heckler at Obama Speech Under Fire
By Trevor on September 9, 2009 10:38 PM | No Comments

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Everyone's abuzz tonight about Republican Representative Joe Wilson (from the allegedly Great State of South Carolina -- where I was born) and his outburst during Obama's health care speech:

"There are also those who claim that our reform effort will insure illegal immigrants. This, too, is false - the reforms I'm proposing would not apply to those who are here illegally," President Obama said.

A loud voice from the Republican side of the hall answered, "Lie" -- my colleague Glenn Thrush reports it was Rep. Joe Wilson (R - S.C.) -- drawing a second "It's not true," from Obama and a shake of Nancy Pelosi's head.

The bill is designed to exclude those immigrants, though some Republicans have called for more explicit bans on funding for illegal immigrants and have claimed the bill will funnel money to illegal immigrants.

FactCheck.org described those claims as "false" and noted that one version of the legislation already includes an explicit bar on federal funding for illegal immigrants' health care.

Here's a clip featuring the exchange:

I'm told Rep. Wilson is on Twitter (just do a search there for @CongJoeWilson to see some amusing content). And his office phone number is (202) 225-2452.

Obama Calls Out Republican Talking Point Lies
By Trevor on September 9, 2009 9:16 PM | No Comments

From his speech tonight:

Some of people's concerns have grown out of bogus claims spread by those whose only agenda is to kill reform at any cost. The best example is the claim, made not just by radio and cable talk show hosts, but prominent politicians, that we plan to set up panels of bureaucrats with the power to kill off senior citizens. Such a charge would be laughable if it weren't so cynical and irresponsible. It is a lie, plain and simple.

Good for you, lady!

Movable Type Upgrade Tonight... (Updated)
By Trevor on September 9, 2009 5:31 PM | No Comments

Tonight I'm installing a newer version of Movable Type's software that powers this blog (from 4.261 to 4.31). The improvements are mostly back-end. If you experience any problems posting comments, this is likely the reason. I will update this post when the upgrade is successfully (or not) completed!

UPDATE: The upgrade went without a hitch -- or so it seems! Fabulous!

Okcupid doesn't do it for me
By Scott on September 9, 2009 2:49 PM | No Comments

A few months ago, on the recommendation of a friend, I created an account on the dating website okcupid. It offers some cool features not available on other social networking and hookup websites. For example, in addition to writing an autobiographical profile, okcupid users also answer an array of multiple choice personality questions. The cupid "robot" in turn suggests possible matches based on these responses.

The website has, on the whole, been unfulfilling for me since I created my profile in July. I think this is because okcupid's personality test questions don't care enough about my sex life. What I like about Manhunt is that it lets users advertise nearly any erotic proclivity through a list of check boxes (my favorites, of course, being "dad/son" and "nipple play"). These preferences then become search terms through which users can find each other.

It's difficult to overstate how nice it is to have a space online in which I can connect with people who want the same things as me. Because my sexual desires tend to be marginalized in most other social spaces, when I go online, I want to be able to include these as a primary component of my self-presentation. And okcupid just isn't reactive enough to this part of my personality. If it were, it would stop trying to make me a match with twinks in their twenties.

The website is probably a great resource for people to find each other in non-sexual ways. But at bottom (haha), it's a dating website! Okcupid needs to develop a greater sensitivity to erotic diversity, and incorporate this into its quiz questions, in order to serve in a meaningful way users who are interested in sexual pleasure.

Following Up RE: Gay Masculinities
By Trevor on September 9, 2009 12:09 PM | No Comments

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There was a lot of buzz yesterday in my email inbox about the article I posted about gay masculinities. It's worth clarifying a few points:

1) I said that ToF is "highly stylized" -- but this is somewhat confusing in meaning. What I mean to say here is that it is more obvious as a performance of gender because it involves such elaborate costumes and "queer" rituals that to a hetero-eye are obvious signs of performance / difference / etc. This does NOT mean that A&F masculinity is any LESS stylized, it just means that A&F masculinity is able to present itself as more "natural" because it relies on a symbolic order that is highly hetero. Thus, guys taking it up are more able to believe it to be "the way they were born" -- even though it takes just as much effort to achieve. As I said yesterday: "Rather than the gruff, exaggerated masculinity stylized by Tom of Finland, this version was "All American" and seemed as natural and sensible as Apple Pie. Instead of collars and harnesses, it fetishized football gear and Aryan features. Indeed, it relied on a symbolic order that was not special to gay men's communities. The "sexy" found in "Abercrombie and Fitch" is just as hot to gay men as it is to heterosexuals."

2) The A&F moment is over. What I was trying to trace was a move from the 1970s to the 1990s. I would say that we need a new lens to understand why a kind of bear culture-informed masculinity has taken over as the dominant mode of gay masculinity. Bear culture was chewed up and spit out as something that looks very similar to the muscle-queen, but with added facial and body hair (and perhaps a bit more fat -- but not too much!). Now I want to note here that bear culture as it actually exists and the way bear culture has informed gay masculinity are two separate beasts. I think the fact that so many gay men have beards today is a reflection of bear culture's impact -- even though the guys with beards may not necessarily identify as such.

Hope that helps clarify quesions! THANKS for all your beautiful input over email, on Facebook, and here!

xoxoxo

Trevor

From "Tom of Finland" to "Abercrombie and Fitch" -- Or, Did AIDS Radically Restructure Gay Masculinity?
By Trevor on September 8, 2009 9:52 AM | 10 Comments

I want to propose a rather radical and highly contestable theory about Western gay men's communities. My idea is simple -- let me boil down what I'm going to say here to four main points:

1) AIDS was a cultural phenomenon and collective traumatic injury for gay men in the West;

2) AIDS emboldened the need to develop a political movement structured around an "equal rights" agenda. This agenda is founded on the idea that gays and lesbians were "born that way," and thus deserved sympathy and equality;

3) This political argument conflicted directly with 1970s versions of gay masculinity that were highly stylized, as embodied in Tom of Finland's art;

4) Thus, gay men increasingly turned to "naturalized" versions of masculinity, as embodied in the "Abercrombie and Fitch" catalogue

This is biting off more than I can chew in a blog entry -- but I wanted to get this idea into circulation for people to gnaw on for a bit. Let's begin with the obvious: Hasn't masculinity ALWAYS been a source of value in gay men's communities? The clear answer is yes, but I think this requires further examination. Let's begin with Exhibit A -- the masculinity so heralded in 1970s gay communities -- Tom of Finland (click to enlarge):

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Tom of Finland created a cartoonish version of masculinity. It's blatantly ridiculous, and yet highly erotic. This is what made Tom of Finland's art so fantastic: It was both clearly hilarious in its outrageous spectacle, and at the same time extremely sexy for the way it exacerbated what gay men love about masculinity in men. It makes you both want to laugh and jerk off when you look at it.

Others have argued as I have here, that gay masculinity in the 1970s was more self-consciously performative in the way that I see masculinity being performed today. Today it is deadly serious. Manhunt'ers take their masculinity very seriously, thank you very much, and there's little reflexivity in the way that this gets performed. Sadly, there's no clip of it readily available online, but in the documentary Gay Sex in the 70s, there's a wonderful story from a gay man recounting a story from his bathhouse days of yore. He describes two men a few booths down from his loudly performing a kind of daddy-boy scene. I can't remember the specifics, but the dialogue went something like this:

Daddy: You wanna suck this dick, boy?

Boy: Yes!

Daddy: Yes, what?!?

Boy: Yes, mary!!!!!

He uses this example to argue similarly that masculinity in the 70s was regarded by gay men as highly performative, and full of humor. Today, I don't see that humor infused into the kind of Abercrombie-jock masculinity being circulated. Rather than being exaggerated to the point of ridiculousness, it is emulated as if it is "normal," "natural," and the opposite of "performative." We can imagine this by employing the word "butch," which is archaic today because I think it connotes a kind of cartoonish and exaggerated performance of masculinity.

Thus, rather than Tom of Finland, today I see Abercrombie as the symbolic representation of gay masculinity:

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Now I want to be clear: Just because this brand of masculinity presents itself as "natural" does not mean that it is fact any less performative than the Tom of Finland version. Gender -- as I understand it -- is always performative in that we are reflexively socialized into it as a system of meaning-making. Let me take a moment to explain what I mean here:

1) I think it is uncontroversial to say that there are systems of social norms that pre-date our existence as individuals -- that the kinds of options for gender that exist are largely not up to us. I didn't choose to live in an era of Abercrombie and Fitch, for instance, nor could I magically erase that as a culturally central site of masculinity-production by way of will power.

2) Second, I think it is uncontroversial to also say that we are given throughout our lives instruction about what the appropriate uptake of these norms and practices is for us as men. This varies, without a doubt, by culture / class / etc., but the lifelong socialization process (something like indoctrination, but more diffuse) is I think largely a universal experience. This doesn't end when we turn 18 -- indeed, when we come out as gay men we begin to learn a whole different system of gender that operates within gay men's socio-sexual communities.

3) Finally, but while there are social structures that limit our options, of course we are individuals that have the ability to consciously resist, co-opt, or identify with these norms and practices. This is what sociologists call "agency."

So now that I have my theory of gender better explained, let's get back to my main argument: AIDS has deeply impacted the shift I have sketched from "Tom of Finland" to "Abercrombie and Fitch." I think that gay men pre-AIDS were more self-reflexive about issues like masculinity, power, and sex. I think these men were often more aware that the kind of leatherman masculinity so heralded in this time was clearly a performance that one worked hard to achieve.

It is precisely this sense of self-conscious performance that I think left this masculinity vulnerable in the face of the AIDS epidemic. What we saw in the era of AIDS was an effort to politically mobilize by arguing that gay men were born gay -- a naturalized argument for why gays and lesbians should be given equality. I don't think it was a coincidence that this argument rose to fame at the same time as AIDS. We needed heterosexuals to believe that we did not choose our sexual predilections, because if we did then AIDS was our punishment. But if being gay was the result of some biological origin, then perhaps we deserved legal equality and some protection under the law. At least this is how the logic functions. We couldn't help it, so please help fund prevention and treatment for this terrible disease that's killing us in droves.

Because of its self-reflexive performativity, leather "Tom of Finland" masculinity conflicts clearly here with this political agenda. It is full of costumes, exaggerated sexual scripts, and something more like performance art than biological destiny. Thus, gay men needed to turn to versions of masculinity that were "just like" heterosexuals -- that were styled to obscure the effort involved in creating and living them. "Abercrombie and Fitch" proved to be just such an image. Rather than the gruff, exaggerated masculinity stylized by Tom of Finland, this version was "All American" and seemed as natural and sensible as Apple Pie. Instead of collars and harnesses, it fetishized football gear and Aryan features. Indeed, it relied on a symbolic order that was not special to gay men's communities. The "sexy" found in "Abercrombie and Fitch" is just as hot to gay men as it is to heterosexuals.

This is hopefully someone's future dissertation, so please take this blog entry as an attempt to vocalize a series of *extremely* rough ideas. I'm curious to hear if others think this theory is as plausible as I do. Are there holes here that need filling? :)

My First Day as a Public Health Student!
By Trevor on September 8, 2009 9:46 AM | No Comments

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Today is the first day of classes here at The University of Michigan, and thus I begin my two-year adventure as a Masters of Public Health in the Department of Health Behavior and Health Education. Given my recent work, this may seem a bit contradictory. But I feel that if I'm going to engage in a serious critique of the field, I should get intimately familiar with its teachings.

So here I go! I just wrapped up my first seminar -- at the ungodly hour of 8:30 AM -- on HIV/AIDS. The professor began with the usual epi data, but moved on to a bit of Goffman, Foucault, and stigma. Hey, things are looking up!

SFDPH: HIV-Poz Should Get H1N1 Vaccine
By Trevor on September 8, 2009 9:39 AM | No Comments

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Despite any evidence to suggest they are more susceptible to the disease, the SF Department of Public Health is advising that HIV-positive people take care to get the H1N1 vaccine when it becomes available:

San Francisco health officials stress there is no evidence to suggest that people living with HIV are any more susceptible to the swine flu than they would be for the seasonal flu. "They should think of it as the same as the seasonal flu. Whatever their reaction would be for the seasonal flu should be their reaction for H1N1," said Dr. Susan Fernyak, the health department's director of communicable disease control and prevention. "If they don't care about the seasonal flu, they shouldn't be up in arms about swine flu." Health officials have long advised HIV-positive people to get vaccinated for the seasonal flu each year, and that is still the case this year. Each year 6,000 Californians die due to influenza. "It is still a serious disease in California and people should get immunized for seasonal flu," said Amy Pine, director of the health department's communicable disease prevention unit. "Everyone should get [vaccinated], including people with weakened immune systems."

I teach 75 undergraduate students who will be prioritized in getting the vaccine. But I'm too old to be in the priority category. Hoping for the best!

Again, Via Joe. My. God.

A Harrowing Tale of Gay Bashing from... Canada
By Trevor on September 8, 2009 9:35 AM | No Comments

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This story out of Ontario, Canada is nothing short of terrifying:

John "Jake" Raynard suffered 15 fractures to his cheekbone, a broken eye socket, a broken jaw and a broken upper palate when six to eight men surrounded him near a North Cumberland Street business. Raynard, 30, and two friends were smoking outside of a bar after last call when a man approached them for a cigarette. The three friends walked away from the man after he became aggressive. Raynard said as they walked toward the Water Street Bus Terminal a group of males followed them shouting derogatory comments about their sexual orientation. "It was like they were waiting in the woodwork," said Raynard, who is gay, from his hospital bed. "The crowd just seemed to get bigger." One of the men grabbed Raynard's friend and started choking him. Raynard said he struck the man that was assaulting his friend and then began yelling at the group to try and scare them away. "I managed to fend off six to eight people by yelling long enough to get them (Raynard's two friends) into a cab," said Raynard. Once his friends were in the cab, Raynard said the group surrounded the taxi, preventing him from getting in. He decided to run through a nearby alley towards a local restaurant instead, grabbing a brick for self-defense as the men chased him. "I was screaming loud enough to wake up six blocks," said Raynard. "How did nobody hear me?"

Via Joe. My. God.

"I love...um...music..."
By Jackson B. on September 8, 2009 2:45 AM | 2 Comments

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Speaking of Butt Magazine, my friend Mitchel sent me this video (not safe for work!) that some gay SF hipster made for their magazine.

On a bad day, I've been accused of being a hipster. On a good day I've been accused of being a hipster sympathizer, which I can handle. No matter how tragic, or annoying, or trust-fundy they can sometimes be, I do appreciate their ability to step out of at least some of the norms of gay male culture and sexuality. I mean, when was the last time you saw main stream gays eroticize a sorta chubby, hairy, lispy, drag queen?

Obviously there are standards and norms here too (Can't grow facial hair? Forget about it.) but I do see a more consistent effort to play with gender roles, a wider range of sexually acceptable body types and a greater interest in art/culture/fashion etc.

Let's strike up a conversation though. Mitchel hated the video (boring, trite) and Trevor has been a long time opponent of the SF hipster regime. Thoughts?

Original Plumbing
By Jackson B. on September 8, 2009 12:12 AM | No Comments

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This month marks the much anticipated release of a new quarterly magazine by and for FTM guys (and their admirers) called Original Plumbing.

Done in the style of Butt Magazine, and named for a common phrase used by trans guys who haven't had "lower" surgery (ie: genital reconstruction), Original Plumbing is " the first magazine dedicated specifically to the sexuality and culture of FTM trans guys."

The three main collaborators are just about the who's who of the SF tranny/queer/lesbo scene. Amos Mac is the photographer, and Original Plumbing seems to be his brain-child. Rocco Kayiatos handles public relations, but the fame of his alter-ego Katastrophe, is undoubtedly bringing the project greater attention. Finally Tuck Mayo, head of distribution and their first issue cover model, is the kind of guy everyone knows, and remembers.

When I first heard of the project I was excited. I've been a fan of fag zines like Butt, Straight To Hell , Handbook and the like for many years. The thought of finally being able to see my face (and junk, for that matter) represented in the arena of dirty, gay-boy, jerk mags was exciting and a long time coming.

I will say that though the magazine is done in the STYLE of Butt it appears that it's main audience will be queer women and other trans men. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but it is my gay dream to be able to see queer and gay trans men have a more visible presence in gay male culture and sexuality. Plenty of you are out there fucking us, it's about time folks see that we're here!

TVFTB - Ep7 - "Does the Cock Erase the Face?"
By Trevor on September 7, 2009 1:28 AM | 2 Comments

It's time for another installment of The View from the Bottom, the vlog about Gay Men's Health and Sexualities as told from the perspective of two bottomless bottoms. For this show, Trevor invited Rostom to the podium to discuss whether the cock can "erase the face," hooking up with.. ahem... not so hung men, the love of cum, and anal beads. No fancy cocktails this time -- we were recovering from the previous evening's festivities. Instead, we opted for strawberry-flavored soy milk. Yum! Enjoy!

Vogue Evolution Exits the Stage
By Trevor on September 7, 2009 1:20 AM | 1 Comment

Sigh. "Vogue Evolution" -- the dance crew featuring the first transgender contestant on the show -- was kicked off America's Best Dance Crew tonight. So sad. In reality, I agreed with the decision to keep "We Are Heroes" -- they rocked it. But it was unfortunate that they were in the bottom two to begin with! Anyholler, they have a great future ahead of them. They're amazing. Go forth and prosper!

Here's one of their strongest performances, to the tune of Beyonce's Deja Vu:

You will be missed!

A New View from the Bottom Coming Soon
By Trevor on September 6, 2009 9:55 PM | No Comments

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Rostom and I filmed a downright shameful episode tonight. I'm furiously editing to get it to your hungry holes as soon as possible!

xoxoxo

- Trevor

The Ultimate Emo-Twink-Queen
By Trevor on September 6, 2009 5:26 PM | 1 Comment

The song is fairly generic emo-rock-tripe, but god bless Tokio Hotel's frontman, Bill Kaulitz. Just a twinkalicious emoboi! I've said it before and I'll say it again: these boys are the most fistable twinks alive!

SF Bay Bridge Replacement WebCam
By Trevor on September 4, 2009 11:32 PM | No Comments

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If you live in SF, you're well aware of the multi-billion dollar effort to replace part of the Bay Bridge that connects SF to the East Bay. This weekend, the bridge is closed to drivers as they connect a 300-foot segment of the newly completed bridge. Liz Highleyman helpfully linked to the WebCam that's up, constantly relaying footage from the construction effort. Check it out!

Study Reveals Two Antibodies That Prevent HIV From Causing AIDS
By Trevor on September 4, 2009 3:45 PM | No Comments

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New research -- funded and coordinated by the International AIDS Vaccine Initiative -- has discovered two antibodies that help prevent HIV from replicating and thus prevent it from causing AIDS. The research is exciting because the antibodies bind to a relatively stable portion of the virus (versus other areas that rapidly mutate), making it an ideal candidate for therapy and vaccine development.

The story behind the research is pretty cool:

To find the neutralizing antibodies, researchers collected blood samples from more than 1,800 people in Thailand, Australia and Africa who had been infected with HIV for at least three years without the infection proceeding to severe disease. Such individuals are most likely to produce antibodies that interfere with the replication of the virus.

Researchers at Monogram Biosciences in South San Francisco studied the samples most resistant to infection, then a team from Theraclone Sciences in Seattle isolated the antibodies responsible for the resistance.

They ultimately isolated two antibodies, called PG9 and PG16, from one African patient. The antibodies were able to block the activity of about three-quarters of the 162 separate strains of HIV they tested it against.

Immunologist Dennis Burton of Scripps and his colleagues then showed that the antibodies bind to regions of two proteins on the surface of the virus, called gp120 and gp41, that help the virus invade cells. These regions had never before been considered as targets for vaccines.

Researchers still have a long way to go to produce a vaccine, however.

The antibodies themselves could potentially be used as a treatment for infected patients who develop severe disease.

But the long-term hope is to find molecules, either synthetic or natural, that can stimulate the body to produce the broadly neutralizing antibodies. Such molecules could potentially be the basis for a successful vaccine.

You can find the journal article from Science here.

Allow me to introduce myself / deja me presento
By Nolberto González on September 3, 2009 7:10 PM | 1 Comment

Cuando fui invitado no lo dudé por un minuto, me dije "Órales, hay que entrarle!" un blog, sobre sexualidad, si tengo el chance de ser bilingue, y de paso leer muchas mas cosas de otros colegas me parece super.

¿Sobre mi? Activista en derechos sexuales, psicólogo, sexólogo educador y muy pronto educador para la paz, narcisista, Bisexual de identidad gay (por que sí se puede) y presentador de un show por internet en radiofunk.com.mx sobre sexualidad, me gusta la honestidad, el amor y soy adicto a la música, lo demás lo iremos descubireno y contando en este blog.

Gracias por leerme y traaré de vez en vez traerte y contarte cosas chéveres.


When I was invited I did not have doubts for a single second, I told myself "WOw, I have to" a blog about sexuality, I have the chance to improve my english and I have the chance to read other people's stuff, it looks super.

About me? I'm a mexican activist in sexual and reproductive rights, psychologist, educative sexologist, and very soon I'll be a trainer for the peace and no-violent confict resolution, narcisissus, Bisexual with gay identity (just because it's possible) and presenter of a show in internet at radiofunk.com.mx every tues and thu at 5 pm, I love honest people, addicted to music, what else? we'll find it out later on this blog, thanks for reading me and I promise I'll bring some interest stuff to tell you.

My engish is not perfect, correct me as much as possible, thank you!

Jim Pickett to Marriage-Focused Movement: "Say I Do to LGBTI Health"
By Trevor on September 3, 2009 12:21 PM | No Comments

Lifelube's blog-activist extraordinaire Jim Pickett has a faaaabulous editorial for RH Reality Check's blog, asking activists within the marriage-focused LGBTI movement to commit to working for LGBTI Health. Here's a taste:

My boyfriend gets a little annoyed when I proclaim that I don't really care much about gay marriage.

I am sorry, I just don't.

The issue that makes my heart race, the reason I crawl out of my crypt every morning and stay in the office way too late, is gay men's health - LGBTI health - and I am frustrated that so much of our community's attention is given over to marriage rights, an issue that has, somehow, been collectively anointed the most important, the most critical (and woe to the ones who dare to criticize this narrow focus), sucking energy - and resources - away from health advocacy.

To all of you who say "we can do both" - prove it!

Of course I think marriage rights are important, and no, I wouldn't turn down a shiny rock on my finger and going to the chapel of love with my honey - legal or not (hint hint darling). But hello, health and well-being is for ALL of us - the marryin' kind and for those of us who organize our loves, lusts, friends and relationships with different models.

Read the rest here!!!!

Keith Olbermann on the Sputtering Crazy Glenn Beck
By Trevor on September 1, 2009 8:43 AM | No Comments

RE: The clip I posted the other day of Glenn Beck losing his shit on FOX News:

New Madonna Video -- "Celebration"
By Trevor on September 1, 2009 8:38 AM | No Comments

We all hope to look so chic and sexy in a minidress at 50-something. The video is perhaps a bit overly sleek -- the overall feeling is almost cold and doesn't do justice to the warmth of the song's euphoria. Indeed, all the dancers are dancing solo (until the very end). Hardly a celebration in my estimation. But certainly exciting to watch. Of note here, of course: Madonna's controversial arms are all covered up under the sleeves of that dress. Boo Madonna. Don't shy away from showing your guns!